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20050706 : 5:03 PM
well, Pris came back today for school. i don't know if i'm feeling happy or sad. i mean, not that i'm sad or anything that she's back. i'm really really happy and excited and there's this warm fuzzy feeling that i never ever want to go away. but now it just seems different. i may be sitting next to her side by side, so close.. and yet, so far. i don't know how to explain it. it's just a weird vibe i get. and she seemed quieter. not so vibrant. me and oggie were laughing about how she must have missed our spunky presences, but somehow it seems there's more to that. we also got this weird feeling that she only obliged to our plans for outings and stuff. like she was politely interested and not as high or enthusiastic about it. like it was all merely obligations. maybe i'm just scaring myself. there's this really unreal feeling. i still can't believe she's here. i'm really scared. if this is a dream i never want to wake up. i don't want to find out that it was all a fantasy. this is totally surreal. but i feel like i'm in another world now. i think i'll just go and concentrate on that warm fuzzy feeling. |
the round one.
Just your average human specimen wanting to be something more. Also has an absurd fondness for potatoes and shoes, among other things.
what i want.
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