|
|
|
20050719 : 12:20 PM
this is the first time i've seen Her so pissed. i'm serious. she just .. snapped. and all because i wanted to watch something on tv. but really, i dint say anything. she picked up the remote and turned the tv off, and the Brat was on her case immediately, yelling and begging for her to let us watch it. i guess the Brat got a bit carried away and overboard, 'cause away She whisked our handphones into deep oblivion. she even got so pissed that She refused to sleep in the same room as us and slept in the living room. and this morning she just yanked me straight up from bed. literally. tight-lipped and not saying a word. hustled me my breakfast and shoved me out the door without walking me down to the bus-stop. it was truly the frst time i had seen this colf white rage of Hers. to be honest, it scared me and made me depressed and angry at the same time. the adolescent part of me still wanted to just throw my arms around Her and ask for forgiveness, but the teenage part of me had her pride and would not hear of it. and of course, both parts were scared silly but this new frightening side of Her. i was questioning God in my heart as i stared unseeingly into the darkness: what happened to my family? what happened to my mother? was it just pms? or something more? something worse? why had She become so cold-heartedly distant, a mere imposing figure to gaze on from afar? where was the warmth? had it all dissipated into the wintry gust that swept through my house, leaving nothing but tears and hurt and anger in its wake? why had such a trivial matter destroyed the family i cherished so much? where was the mother i knew and loved? i want her back.. so badly.. please.. i feel so alone.. not being able to confide in anyone because i know the horrid truth about this world.. that there is absolutely no one i can trust. |
the round one.
Just your average human specimen wanting to be something more. Also has an absurd fondness for potatoes and shoes, among other things.
what i want.
(these are clickable nudge nudge)bicycle!!!1! PLAYSTATION3 tv/HD screen for PS3 POP OP figures sutadora figure ps1 (not the console) 幸せ / きらめき / 自由 AMAZON WISHLIST html ref from dougnutcrazy |