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20051026 : 12:52 PM

*beep beep beeeep censored word another censored word more censored words*

i will never buy pirated anime dvds ever again. so much for the fleeting glee when i realized i had fma in 1 disc. bullshit man. i've been watching tenjo tenge -or, at least, trying to. the stupid darn thing keeps hanging or pausing or screwing up halfway so it's next to impossible to actually watch a smooth screening of 1 episode. i shudder to think of the fate that awaits me when i try to watch fma. [tenjo only had 24 episodes, but fma had 50. imagine sitting through 50 x who knows how many pauses, hangups and screwups. i could just DIE from impatience.]
oh well but anyway i've almost finished tenjo tenge, just need to watch the bottom half of episode 23 and 24 and i'm done. *big fat sigh* authentic anime for moi anytime now, tankyew.
i don't think i did too badly this time on my EOYs. compared to the rest of the class i think i scored in the better half. shoot. did that sound too arrogant? i hope not.
Finny found out how to manipulate the Kbox remote so we won't get swindled into thinking that there's only 1 page of songs for each category. we're gonna pop in again someday to shatter the windows.


20051015 : 12:11 PM

current anime[s] i'm watching: rave, dead aggressor, tenjho tenge

rave- it totally lives up to its name. very cute, funny, whacky, cool. pity there's so many episodes though so it's gonna take me a while to watch em all.

dead aggressor- done by the guy who did gundam seed and destiny. all about this island which seems so idyllic and simple but is in thruth this place called API-1 where all the adults are actually harboring secret identities and cool technology that sprouts out of nowhere one day because this Solomon's phropecy golden alien thing appears. and all the kids are pilot candidates for mecha. and all the parents cry. quite cool, but very mysteriously sci-fi and there are inserts of vague scenes of the past which don't make sense.

tenjho tenge- lotsa obscenities, boobies bouncing everywhere, butts getting kicked, and are a hell lotta clan disputes turned gangfights. and there's something about loren, dragon eyes supernatural ability in japanese but literally longan in chinese.

and so begins my idea of a perfect vacation.

monday comes Xiaowan's burfday, what can i get?? i'll porbably hop over to Times and get someting since i'm thoroughly short of cash and i have the Times vouchers anyway. oh yes, i fell in love with a shrug. yes, moi the shrug-disser till yesterday. and it costs a whopping 33 bucks. thank goodness i'm coming into 300 bucks soon.


20051007 : 6:30 PM

i lef the classroom today with a big fat grin onmy face. hell, i've always found chinese easy. haha. somebody deflate my big fat ego for moi please, arigatou gozaimashita. haha again.
but then again, all i gotta do is to think of my mads grades in davey jones' locker. lucky me. i pity my parents, to have raised such an abominable child- "can you imagine, she's absolutely hopeless at mads. an awful disgarce to her family, or so i've heard. Shocking!"
then again, i've always been blind and deaf and dumb when it comes to these sort of things.

....

i suppose a lot of people find me rather thick-skinned and loudmouthed.

well, the latter is probably right. i can't seem to stop talking. or whining. heh.

but the former..
a lot of people probably think i just laugh it off when people tease and insult me, some of them not ill-wished, i hope, and i guess when i just smile and laugh or come up with a retort they suppose i'm oblivious or impervious and i don't really care what they say.

truth is, i do care.
i've always cared a hell lot about what people think of me, what people see when they look at me, what people will say behind my back..
so i guess i act tough all the time now 'cause i don't ever want people to see the true insecure vulnerablle weak me that can be easily hurt by words i suppose, not like the last time, when -
oh gawd i nearly started remembering those years.
i wish i could forget that pain, that hurt.
i suppose all my friends have got it lucky for them. being able to sail through school, from fmps to fmss, some even in the same kindergarten, all of em so friendly and familiar with each other.
my own primary school years was horrible. rvps sucked, but that other place was worse.


20051005 : 6:59 PM

well today was the emads paper 2. golly gee.
just kinda spaced out after it i guess. i don't know how to phrase it..

ok just imagine that i'm a rechargeable battery. that just went dead for no reason. burnout i guess. :( just kinda xianed off. so there i was, the delicious aroma of pizza hut cheese all around me while i chewed dryly on my muesli and listened to them talk pervert. well, ok, maybe i wasn't listening, more engrossed in my book. call me antisocial.

tomrrow's geography and amads. everybody give me a bottle of champagne so i can get dead drunk and later smash the bottle and slash my wrists.


20051003 : 5:24 PM

today heralds the first day of the exams. golly whee.
social studies was surprisingly easy. well easy for the structured-essay question anyway. i was actually spoilt for choice between the questions.
english was okay too i guess. torn between the topics 'tear' and 'people cannot live without their gadgets in the 21st century'. went for the latter because i was worried that if i wrote some mini soap opera the examinators would write it off as hopeless. [ahahahaha]
oh yeah, speaking of which, i tink i'm not gonna make it out of oral alive. it was a complete flunk. the teachers were hoisting sympathetic looks on their faces and nodding in reassurance, but it gave no comfort. :(
Faith Methodist was a horrible experience that i don't wanna enact ever again. it seems like all the churches i go to are filled with poseurs. girls toting branded goods, sashaying in miniskirts, decked in costume jewellery.. oh and the best part is:
1. Jchua, Nngoh, Ongie and some guy i dint know were there too.
2. Jchua is a pastor's son. why do all the pastor's kids i know don't behave like pastor's kids? just look at evanseesee man.
3. Jchua's grandfather was a founder of Faith Methodist. or someting like that. more shock and trauma therapy for me please.
4. Au, Nat, Naomi, Chanel and Brandon wre there to pray for 3e. i was SO extra.
5. i was basically deaf, blind and mute. stoned. paralyzed.

conclusion: i tink i have developed an adverse fear towards churches.


the round one.

Just your average human specimen wanting to be something more. Also has an absurd fondness for potatoes and shoes, among other things.


what i want.
(these are clickable nudge nudge)

bicycle!!!1!
PLAYSTATION3
tv/HD screen for PS3
POP OP figures
sutadora figure
ps1 (not the console)
幸せ / きらめき / 自由
AMAZON WISHLIST



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