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20060213 : 9:54 PM
i am officially sixteen years and two days old. depressingly, the first lyrics of Life is Like A Boat comes back to echo. nobody knows who i really am i've never felt this empty before.. the Hatters got me an ffac artbook. pretty sweet of them i guess, but i guess i failed to mention i already have it. ah well. it's the thought that counts anyhow. YT also surprised me with a gift. first in two years i think. supernice of her. i'm so getting her a present. pity her burfday's on cross-country though. tomorrow's Valentine's Day and all my choccies are in a bag, ready to be distributed before i change my mind and pig out myself. sometimes i don't understand how she can be so negative about certain issues. there we all were, sitting in class, talking about watching Fun With Dick and Jane which was thought to be rated nc16, hence only me and christine were the only ones eligible. we were discussing various disguises and schemes on how to fool our way into the theater by posing ourselves as teen foreigners, with harajuku streetwear, aviator shades, makeup, etc. crazy but we were totally getting high and ridiculously funny. then she had to go and dump a bloody bucket of water by saying bullshit like "it's so complciated and troublesome i don't want to go what's the point." like HELLO? obviously we weren't serious. then everybody's faces fell and she, i don't know, seemed really smug that now everyone was in the same crestfallen state as her. what the hell. if she wants to go sulk in a corner because she thinks it's stupid, go ahead. i don't care. but don't go dragging everybody down to depression. it's always the same thing everytime. we would be talking about something and getting really excited, then she would just say something to put us off. or we would be having fun browsing amlls and she would lapse into a sullen silence for no good reason and spoil the bloody mood. if she dones't want have fun, then so be it. don't take everybody donw into the same miserable state. i wish she would just snap out of it. someone please neutralize her negativity. i'm so freaking pissed with her stupid attitude now, i think i need some aircon to cool down. |
the round one.
Just your average human specimen wanting to be something more. Also has an absurd fondness for potatoes and shoes, among other things.
what i want.
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