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20060725 : 9:09 PM
yesterday a good day. i finally managed to get My Girl and Biscuit Teacher & Star Candy, both kdramas that i have been lusting over for about a month. *grin* i went out with Pris and treated her to Coffee Bean -god they ARE such ripoffs. $3 for a stupid tuna puff that you can get for 2.55 at Delifrance. Plus Delifrance tastes way better. Finished my lineart for Mangaka 06, i really hope i win. So i can sell the top prize. *money grin* today sucked. i stayed back for art and Limmy was present. it wasn't that bad to have her around because she dint actually hound me this time for my prepwork and she kinda made sense this time. the worst thing was i came out around 5.10 and found out that the s2e people had all cleared out already. i was just standing there alone at the lockers with the wind rushing into my face and i was just staring blindly at the gate. i had hoped that they would have been loitering around, waiting for me. A fleeting wish that finally, maybe, i would be accepted, that i would be acknowledged. Once again, cruelly stamped upon and left to wither. it may have been a simple and insignificant thing to them, that they just forgot because they were preoccupied. but to me, it hurt a great deal. it was like telling me that i was too small to be remembered. maybe to you i may be overreacting, but when you've gone through what i've been through, it really does hurt awfully. i don't think i'll ever put my trust so recklessly in others ever again and hope for the hand of friendship to be extended to me. because it never will. because i'm such a hypocrite and a bully who only knows ugly thoughts. who i was hate myself for who i've become. |
the round one.
Just your average human specimen wanting to be something more. Also has an absurd fondness for potatoes and shoes, among other things.
what i want.
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