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20060826 : 11:59 PM
seems like i havent posted since early Aug, so just an update on what's been going on in my prettymuchscrewedup life. one, an old classmate, let's just call him D, popped out from nowhere. good thing to stay in touch with your primary school friends, right? so you say. well, i've never spoken like more than 10 words with D when we were classmates. so i was pretty surprised when WS came msning me and probing me for stuff. i was ??, and he was, oh, D's asking all these stuff. which got me even more confused. because, we weren't exactly close or anything. then, big revelation. D got my hp no. and started smsing me. at first, i thought it was pretty amusing, keeping in touch with someone i haven't seen for 4 years, and plus he seemed like a nice guy. so we just smsed back and forth, and my hp bill had probably hit the roof when BLAM, shocking discovery. D used to like me -so he says- in primary school because i was so, i don't know, outgoing and all? [but he contradicted himself when he had said earlier that he dint know me very well because i wasn't very outspoken. *raises eyebrow*] i got pretty freaked out at this point. i mean, i've never thought about bgr before. yeah, i get pretty absorbed in all those cute kdramas and jdoramas, but that's because it's fun to watch the developments in a bgr. i sincerely doubt it's as fun to be in one. and i may have said i had crushes in the past, but they were all for show, to prove i'm a normal teenager with raging hormones. which unfortunately, i'm quite weird. i don't feel anything more than friendship towards the opposite sex. [am i lesbian?.. *thinks it over*] he added that it was 4 years ago, so he said i dint have to worry. whatever that meant. *big sigh of relief here* but then, when he smsed -which was like 20/30 a day!?- he began using funny terms like that dreaded d-word. ergh. *goosebumps* and it turns out that he lives quite near -cantonment, how freaky is that? i've never even met him or seen him for the past 4 years and he lives like less than a km away! but he says he saw me quite a few times from the coffeeshop because he likes the western food there.. no comment on his tastes. anyway, i'm really sleepy now, so more later. *yawn* |
the round one.
Just your average human specimen wanting to be something more. Also has an absurd fondness for potatoes and shoes, among other things.
what i want.
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