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20060927 : 4:43 PM

the emotional rollercoaster i rode today

first feeling, mellowish;
*screams*
we got back our prelim results today!!
*screams some more*

the grades so far:

emads- B3
biology- B4
art- A2 [so Derrick says?]
social studies- B3
amads- F9 [??!!]

so yeah there's an overall balance in the grades so far, i'm kinda disappointed with emads, was actually hoping for an A2. ah well. i just gotttya work a bit harder! amads was expected i guess. XP i'm such a hopelessly improportionate person..

second feeling, high;
goshknowswhy, but we were superhigh after school. [must be because we spent like the entire day in the hall with narry a chair nor table eh..] so we were poking each other and basically crapping around. totally random feeling here.

third feeling, upset+disappointment;
i don't know why, but i just kinda slipped into a deep melancholy on the bus. it always happens when i'm alone on the bus. but this time it was because of.. well.
isn't it funny how when we ask her out, she's never [supposedly] allowed out, but when the other person asks her she's suddenly able to? what happened to that [supposed] curfew? are we in that bad of a light to her mother? or is it because she simply doesn't want to hang with us? i can't help feeling hurt and alone..
ah shoot. i musn't dwell on these sort of stuff which probably mean nothing to the others.

fourth feeling, irritation;
someone get that DA off my back please.

fifth feeling, some warm fuzzy thing i can't describe in a single word;
Victoriia gave me a free sample of the Naruto doujinshi she was gonnya market at EOY, awwww. and it's so kawaii, Sasuke-kun ne~~ *hearts*


the round one.

Just your average human specimen wanting to be something more. Also has an absurd fondness for potatoes and shoes, among other things.


what i want.
(these are clickable nudge nudge)

bicycle!!!1!
PLAYSTATION3
tv/HD screen for PS3
POP OP figures
sutadora figure
ps1 (not the console)
幸せ / きらめき / 自由
AMAZON WISHLIST



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