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20061116 : 6:04 PM
IT'S OVER! YESH, THE BIG Os ARE OVER!! *screams and jumps up and down* .. but strangely, once the initial five minutes of euphoria have passed, they leave me feeling once again hollow and empty. "ok, the Os are now over, and guess what, there's no point in my life hereon." that kinda feeling, you know? i think my future three months will be filled with me aimlessly wandering around the house, flipping channels, brainwashing with youtube, stoning in front of the closed windows, etc. in the past, our lives were constantly kept busy and always, we were in anticipation. it dint seem so long ago that we were moaning for the Os to hurry up and get it over with, so that we could party like hell, but now that this day has come.. in the past, we always had something to look forward to, namely the end of the Os. it was always "after the Os, we'll.." "let's do this after the Os.." but now that it's over, the days are strangely melancholic and hazy. not literally hazy, but it's a hazy feeling you get, as if time has come to a standstill in your life. did all that make sense? i hope it did. it's hard to explain. i used to think that i would love to spend hours lying in some deserted meadow, staring at the sky with its endless depths of blue, and just feeling.. nothing. but the harsh reality is, in barely less than fifteen minutes, i will get overwhelmed by all sorts of bugs, my clothes will be stained with dirt, and it will prolly start to rain on me. that sort of naïvety always kills me. |
the round one.
Just your average human specimen wanting to be something more. Also has an absurd fondness for potatoes and shoes, among other things.
what i want.
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