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20060225 : 7:34 PM
*yawn* was so bored today i watched Sen to Chihiro no Kamikakushi aka Spirited Away. *sigh* wave after wave of nolstagia just hit me. it happens everytime i watch a Studio Ghibli production. they're all so.. touching. that doesn't sound exactly right. i have no idea how to talk to Graceygummy anymore. it seems like everytime i try to take her somewhere new to eat or ask her to try something different, she makes it feel like she's doing me a favor by going. and when she does go, all she does is whine and complaine and declare that it sucks. just take for example the TZone. i went with Elis and it was great. i tried taking Graceygummy and even before she went she kept saying it sucked. to my face. i mean, how you can you possibly assume that everything other people recommend is bad even before you've went? then she went and the place was filled with sec1s and 2s -probably because it was a CCA day- and she put this i-told-you-this-place-sucks-but-you-wouldn't-listen-now-see-attitiude. she even asked Dinky in a mock-whisper whether she liked the place. obviously wanting her to say no. BLOODY HELL. i mean, just because you may not like the place doesn't mean you can go around telling it to people's faces when they were the one who recommended it. we were also doing the flash competition for gb and i tried listening to the Backstreet Boys. she was blasting the Black Eyed Peas. she leaned over and said bluntly, "yours suck." i am extremely pissed with Graceygummy now. why can't she think of other people's feelings? doesn't she know that what she says may hurt other people? i asked Amanda and Elis about this and they also agreed. they said that Graceygummy was the sort who took people who got too close to her for granted. i never thought she was that sort of person until i finally got that sort of treatment from her. i'm never going to let my guard down again.
20060213 : 9:54 PM
i am officially sixteen years and two days old. depressingly, the first lyrics of Life is Like A Boat comes back to echo. nobody knows who i really am i've never felt this empty before.. the Hatters got me an ffac artbook. pretty sweet of them i guess, but i guess i failed to mention i already have it. ah well. it's the thought that counts anyhow. YT also surprised me with a gift. first in two years i think. supernice of her. i'm so getting her a present. pity her burfday's on cross-country though. tomorrow's Valentine's Day and all my choccies are in a bag, ready to be distributed before i change my mind and pig out myself. sometimes i don't understand how she can be so negative about certain issues. there we all were, sitting in class, talking about watching Fun With Dick and Jane which was thought to be rated nc16, hence only me and christine were the only ones eligible. we were discussing various disguises and schemes on how to fool our way into the theater by posing ourselves as teen foreigners, with harajuku streetwear, aviator shades, makeup, etc. crazy but we were totally getting high and ridiculously funny. then she had to go and dump a bloody bucket of water by saying bullshit like "it's so complciated and troublesome i don't want to go what's the point." like HELLO? obviously we weren't serious. then everybody's faces fell and she, i don't know, seemed really smug that now everyone was in the same crestfallen state as her. what the hell. if she wants to go sulk in a corner because she thinks it's stupid, go ahead. i don't care. but don't go dragging everybody down to depression. it's always the same thing everytime. we would be talking about something and getting really excited, then she would just say something to put us off. or we would be having fun browsing amlls and she would lapse into a sullen silence for no good reason and spoil the bloody mood. if she dones't want have fun, then so be it. don't take everybody donw into the same miserable state. i wish she would just snap out of it. someone please neutralize her negativity. i'm so freaking pissed with her stupid attitude now, i think i need some aircon to cool down.
20060207 : 7:11 PM
i was on the bus yesterday morning, minding my own business. bored to tears with hunter x hunter - because i have no idea what's going on as a. it's in chinese and i have to squint to see the subs b. i can't let anyone see me craning my neck to look at the tvmobile or they'll think i'm some sorta weirdo c. i have to maintain my rep as the cool uninterested misc person minding my own business. so anyway, along the way to school, i see this mother and son go up the bus. i see them often, so not very unusual. i couldn't say they were well off, and the little boy was a fairfield primary kid. they've never really stood out fm the rest of the passengers til that day. for some reason the mother was angry with her son and kept insulting him. loud enough for the entire upper deck to hear. calling him vulgarities like "f*cker son" and "cheebai" and "lanjiao". she said stuff like "wishing he could die sooner" and throwing him into prison so the police could watch him. the poor little boy who couldn't have been more than eight was close to tears. halfway she changed her mind and dragged him off the bus, presumably to go home and thrash him. it was absolutely horrifying. did she not love her son? why did she treat him so cruelly? she was behaving like a primtive barbarian, screeching coarse words and hurling foul language at her own son. if this is the example she sets for her son, what will he become when he is older? will he be traumatized by this? i was so choked up with emotional rage i wanted to slap that *beep* of a mother. how is she fit to be a mother, if this is the way she treats her child? everyone on board was a student, watching this horrendous scene being played out.
20060201 : 6:39 PM
IT'S OFFICIALLY FEB! how time flies man. i'm an official bleach fan now. yay. loadsa loadsa gorgeous guys too!! *drools* well not that many. let's see. there's kurosaki ichigo- the main guy, orange-haired, carries a butcher-knife thingie which is his soul slayer. whee. kuchiki byakuya - this guy's super cool. super powerful. super shuai!! abarai renji- redhead. cool eyebrows. stupid bankai though. like, baboon king??!! honestly. shuusei- haven't learnt enough about him yet because i haven't seen him appear yet. but still potentially.. yumichika- a bit of a narcissist. but still good. hitsugaya toshirou- cute lil boy genius. very sauve. urahara kisuke- aka sandal-hat. shingami exile. vive la rebel! 10 more days.. to the awakening.. *evil laugh* |
the round one.
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