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20060727 : 8:54 PM
it's a miracle. my biology book, which was last seen on a seat on bus 196 headed for bedok interchange, miraculously appeared on miss yeo's desk. thank you, God. Amen.
20060725 : 9:09 PM
yesterday a good day. i finally managed to get My Girl and Biscuit Teacher & Star Candy, both kdramas that i have been lusting over for about a month. *grin* i went out with Pris and treated her to Coffee Bean -god they ARE such ripoffs. $3 for a stupid tuna puff that you can get for 2.55 at Delifrance. Plus Delifrance tastes way better. Finished my lineart for Mangaka 06, i really hope i win. So i can sell the top prize. *money grin* today sucked. i stayed back for art and Limmy was present. it wasn't that bad to have her around because she dint actually hound me this time for my prepwork and she kinda made sense this time. the worst thing was i came out around 5.10 and found out that the s2e people had all cleared out already. i was just standing there alone at the lockers with the wind rushing into my face and i was just staring blindly at the gate. i had hoped that they would have been loitering around, waiting for me. A fleeting wish that finally, maybe, i would be accepted, that i would be acknowledged. Once again, cruelly stamped upon and left to wither. it may have been a simple and insignificant thing to them, that they just forgot because they were preoccupied. but to me, it hurt a great deal. it was like telling me that i was too small to be remembered. maybe to you i may be overreacting, but when you've gone through what i've been through, it really does hurt awfully. i don't think i'll ever put my trust so recklessly in others ever again and hope for the hand of friendship to be extended to me. because it never will. because i'm such a hypocrite and a bully who only knows ugly thoughts. who i was hate myself for who i've become.
20060716 : 11:50 AM
it's so hard to trust people. well at least, i know that for me. but somehow i always end up blithely putting blind faith in the people around me, and somehow, their trust never extends to me. it's like, my mouth is so dangerous that when i open it, secrets come spewing out. lesatways, i feel that way. it seems like i always am left out of things, being ostracized. maybe it's pure conjecture, i don't know.
20060702 : 5:08 PM
ok i'm like wowee!! because pris is back!! she grew her hair and she looks even more gorgeous now. ^^ crapp though because her sweet16 present isn't ready yet. i wonder when would be an appropo time to give it to her. oh, and on the other hand, í'm so freaking pissed with the Brat. [yes, it's always her. always.] one, she just had to COPY and ask for a tokidoki backpack. [like, find your own style, girl.] two, she threw a fit because Mom reminded her that she had a 37d brandnew backpack in the closet. [yes, i can still remember when she bought it she was all goody and going 'oh, i'll definitely use it!' guess what, it's growing mold along with her Billabongs.] three, she got an authentic Japanese Naruto artbook from Da, not that i'm THAT envious, and she thinks it's worthless enough to be given away to one of her friends. [like, HELL. it's from Japan and retailing at S$50 in Kinokuniya and she wants to freaking give it away?!] four, she got really mad because i'm still on the com now and is right next to me no doubt blogging about how bias her family is. [need i remind her she used the com for 3.5 hours this morning? give and take, BRAT. and the parents aren't being bias about anything, it's YOU who are too blind to see the truth.] five, she seriously lacks a lot of things. gratitude, respect, manners, attitude, reason, a life, integrity, appreciation, to begin with. [she can't thank people for things and actually complain about them; she was like all hackles up and snarling at the parents when we were trying to educate her; her current "i deserve everything and you all don't want to give it to me" attitude is so Stone Age; she maintains her psycho disorder of waving a stringy piece of toilet paper around; she has nothing better to do; she doesn't give a shit about borrowing other people's things without permission and even better, she doesn't return them or express thankfulness when she's done.] TO THE BRAT: so what if you've got a better-than-average face? your crummy personality ain't gonna win points for you. if you're going to remain the selfish spoilt BRAT you are, your career prospects are dim and foreboding. one day, all the people who genuinely care for you and want to help you change for the better will just give up and walk out, and you won't regret it until you've completely destroyed your life.
: 4:50 PM
wow it's july already. that fast huh. the prelims are heralding in two months time, or eight weeks, like how the teachers love to remind us. that's eight weeks! *shocking exclamation inserted* anyway, i haven't exactly been catching up, so here's a recap: *flashback zoom* let's see.. there was the English Teacher seminar in june, which many felt was a pointless waste of time. but yeah, i gotta admit, i see the linkage between the Hindu Four Ashramas of Life [four stages] and how Krishna gets fastforwarded through them to walk the spiritual path, but i don't see the connection to insert this piece of fascinating but probably irrelevant information into the O level paper. [hell, the lecturer admitted just as much] but the thing that really irked me that day was this teacher from another school who kept popping questions during the faq which were totally out of point and really annoyed all the students who were so eager to scram. i mean, how can The English Teacher be misinterpreted as a "romantic tragedy"? yeah, Susila dies and all and Krishna's depressed for a while, but that ain't the end of the book, lady. in fact, the book definitely ends on a light note, with Krishna realizing his spiritual purpose and setting out to accomplish higher goals. oh, and the Susila returning from the netherworld would definitely cheer him up. so, there you have it. gosh, i really pity her students who would be totally befuddled by her. right, let's fastforward a bit.. i've been having really weird dreams lately. but they were really cool fantasy sorts, but the problem is that i can't remember them clearly. i just remember the feelings were just so.. wow. exhilarating. oh have i mentioned that i've been skipping art for the past week? i'm sorry mdm lim, but it's the first week of school, so please give me some time to adjust and break from the party mood. i promise i will definitely stay back next week. pinky swear! ^^ oh, and we had this stupid attire check on friday, and guess what, i got attacked by three teachers. not physically, but verbally. i tell you, YeoYeo was practically smirking in malicious pleasure as she pointed out all our attire flaws, whether they were actually wrong or not. such a *beep*. and i got a warning from Ng and Fong as well. WHAT THE HELL. ever since the chiangmai trip i think Ng's gotten even moodier. and Fong was practically blaring in my ear and i had to keep leaning backwards. attire problem as follows: earrings [plain ones only!], fringe too slanted and long ["what is this, style?.. i think your hairdresser wasn't looking.." so says Fong. like she would know about style!], shoes [i thought they said if it was the logo it was fine?], fingernails [i freaking cut them the day before!] i got so sick of their whiny complaints i asked Charchar to crop my hair after school. and she really did it! it was quite hilarious, us crowded in the cca toilet and i so think Charchar is a natural pro in style. i don't look halfbad and leastways Yeoyeo will keep her trap shut. yeah well, later, me and some of the hatters went opposite for apple-peach jelly ice-cream [60c only!] which must have been the second time in a row i'm having it, but addiction rules baby. and poor graceygummy dropped hers on the drain and could only glumly watch us suck on ours. *awwww* humms that's all i can remember for now i guess. poor memory me. |
the round one.
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