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20060830 : 7:48 PM
oh well. Jermy left on a jet plane on Sunday. [i can't say i won't miss him, because we had a lot of crapping fun in Sec2, and i really cherished that year a lot -no, not because i harbor any special feelings for him or anything- because i made a lot of new and good friends in that year.] oh well. i've been feeling really moody lately [typical me] and i'm getting way too hypersensitive and insecure and vulnerable when i listen to other people talking. [damn it, toughen up!! be a little bit more thickskinned kookie!! tough kookie!!] anyway, me and Finchan have come up with a business idea: a shoeshop selling original handpainted shoe collections! nifty eh? it's to recoup our losses for cosplay.. *sob so much money gone sob* i just hope it'll be popular enough though.
20060826 : 11:59 PM
seems like i havent posted since early Aug, so just an update on what's been going on in my prettymuchscrewedup life. one, an old classmate, let's just call him D, popped out from nowhere. good thing to stay in touch with your primary school friends, right? so you say. well, i've never spoken like more than 10 words with D when we were classmates. so i was pretty surprised when WS came msning me and probing me for stuff. i was ??, and he was, oh, D's asking all these stuff. which got me even more confused. because, we weren't exactly close or anything. then, big revelation. D got my hp no. and started smsing me. at first, i thought it was pretty amusing, keeping in touch with someone i haven't seen for 4 years, and plus he seemed like a nice guy. so we just smsed back and forth, and my hp bill had probably hit the roof when BLAM, shocking discovery. D used to like me -so he says- in primary school because i was so, i don't know, outgoing and all? [but he contradicted himself when he had said earlier that he dint know me very well because i wasn't very outspoken. *raises eyebrow*] i got pretty freaked out at this point. i mean, i've never thought about bgr before. yeah, i get pretty absorbed in all those cute kdramas and jdoramas, but that's because it's fun to watch the developments in a bgr. i sincerely doubt it's as fun to be in one. and i may have said i had crushes in the past, but they were all for show, to prove i'm a normal teenager with raging hormones. which unfortunately, i'm quite weird. i don't feel anything more than friendship towards the opposite sex. [am i lesbian?.. *thinks it over*] he added that it was 4 years ago, so he said i dint have to worry. whatever that meant. *big sigh of relief here* but then, when he smsed -which was like 20/30 a day!?- he began using funny terms like that dreaded d-word. ergh. *goosebumps* and it turns out that he lives quite near -cantonment, how freaky is that? i've never even met him or seen him for the past 4 years and he lives like less than a km away! but he says he saw me quite a few times from the coffeeshop because he likes the western food there.. no comment on his tastes. anyway, i'm really sleepy now, so more later. *yawn*
20060806 : 8:53 PM
ok, the Istana onthespot art competition was a total blowout and disappointment to me. first. we dint know we had to come in by the side gate -wherever the side gate was- because we had registered under the cc, and to get freebies we had to get the drawing block with the red stamp. but we entered from the main gate, just like any other respectable citizen of the public, and we had to register at the gate again because we weren't informed. then we spent like 15min looking for the stupid booth to get the drawing block for pre-registered people so we could get freebies from macs. second. nobody told us we could start early. so we were rushing for time and practically screaming -me and angeline- and going OMG I'M NOT GOING TO FINISH I HAVEN'T EVEN STARTED COLORING. what the hell can you do with 2 hours? plus there was no proper tables and chairs to do stuff -this is ART, damnit. third. no one won 1st prize in our category, which was ages 9-16. supposedly there wasnt any good enuf to make it. oh, and we got thrashed by a couple of juniors. like, not even a single merit award?! a total slap in our faces. and there were NAFA people there as well, so they clinched like half the prizes. DAMN. |
the round one.
Just your average human specimen wanting to be something more. Also has an absurd fondness for potatoes and shoes, among other things.
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