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20061029 : 5:57 PM
gahh i mean honestly, who mistakes their 3am flight for a 3pm flight and happily waltzes to the airport to find out that your flight took off 12 hours ago? of course, it would have to be my ditzy Da. *sigh* happy waiting for the next flight home, Da.
20061023 : 10:00 AM
it's ever so COINCIDENTAL that every time we're going to meet up, he always smses and says that his grandma/grandpa/aunt/misc relative has died/been hospitalized/ill with a various ailment of some sort or another. I AM SO SICK OF THIS. if it wasn't for the money he was gonnya pay me for Rave, i would have completely written him off the acknowledgement-of-existence-list and just snapped his head off if he kept smsing. what is his deal anyway? if he doesn't have the moolah, just freaking SAY SO instead of making up all these hardly believable excuses DAMN IT. *stomps on a voodoo doll modelled after him*
20061019 : 3:13 PM
I WATCHED DEATH NOTE TODAY!! it was pretty good, but i had to stifle laughter everytime Ryuk appeared onscreen. is it my fault that he looks hilariously ridiculous? but, GAHH, it turned out to be a cliffhanger movie. the 2nd movie is coming out in Mar 2007, which means, dear God, almost 5 months. but i have to say: L IS HOT!! better than Raito, at any rate. Finchan told me that Raito was Potlid in Battle Royale, and i was D:. i mean, he looked so spasticated in BR, and in DN he just looks whackedupevilgeniuswannabe. BAH. finally submitted the damned piece of O level art, i'll submit it here soon if i get the chance. bloody piece of wood. [XD]and next round, the actual O level written exams. 12 days more.. ooh btw i got a Graphire4! it's so cute. i'm fiddling with it now. hopefully i'll be able to get the hang of it and doodle around in Photoshop instead of hunting for a godamn scanner.
20061016 : 9:52 PM
 the bday cake [it was Cedric's birthday] another shot.. [it was Photoshopped in case you can't tell] it's a blur because they're ATTACKING the cake! omg they're going so fast it's creepy. and POOF, no more cake-ku. XD AZHAR! *punch* two weirdos. what moronic grins they have. XD "piggyback me!" demands the bald stinky ballerina.more later..
20061014 : 10:45 PM
today was the Mangaka06 Awards Ceremony. and guess what? the freaking judge was a godamn black. not indian, african american. like, WHAT THE HELL? this is a bloody Mangaka Digital Art Competition! ok, not that i have anything against blacks, but his opening speech really infuriated me. when he started talking about stretching the boundaries of creativity, i was nodding along, but when he began crapping about how it shouldn't be entirely japanese-influenced, my mouth eventually turned into a straight line. why should there be any western comic influence inside a Mangaka Digital Art? this competition itself is based on Manga art style, so why should there be any hint of Westernization? and i personally felt that the judging criteria was rather unfair. i'm not saying this because i'm angry that i got Consolation, but i feel that there should be a panel of judges, not just one person to assess the works. that way, you get an all-round perspective. additionally, i felt that the top prize winner was entirely underserving of the award.  just look at it? in what way is it better than Victoria's? [see previous 2 posts] i'm looking at this from an outsider's point of view, and i sincerely think that between the two, Vic's was better. honestly. well, it's rather hard, since their styles are very different. maybe i just prefer Vic's.i understand that the judge[s] tried to be impartial and prolly felt that if Vic won again, the competition would lose popularity if people felt it was rigged. but you gotta lay the facts as they are. a lot of people were very dismayed when certain pieces weren't nominated for the top 3, such as those below. i personally felt that they were quite good as well, if not some lacking in concept or skill. *uncertainty* well it's all up to the individual i guess. i can say that this year's competition was extremely tough compared to last year's, because of the many people eyeing the XBox360 and the Nitendo DS Lite. 'sides, there wasn't enough media coverage last year, so not many people heard of it i guess. oh well. i guess i can try again next year.. under my sister's name. XD ah well. leastways i managed to buy a Graphire 04. it's a tablet, perfect for graphics. XD i seriously need moolah. which is why i'm selling my iPod Nano. XS not that it was that great anyway. i think it's because of all the media spotlight, that's why it's been labelled a status accessory. your status gets upped if you are spotted plugged into a pair of white earphones, never mind if it's connected to nothing on the other end. XD like i mentioned, here are some entries which i felt should have gotten special attention:      see what i mean? these are GOOD, albeit a bit out of point, but still good.
20061013 : 10:13 PM
it's Friday the 13th. ironically, it's also our Graduation Ceremony. when i walked into school in the morning, i was overwhelmed with a huge disturbing turbulence of emotions. what would the future be like without walking through those familiar blue gates, like i have done for the past 3 years? it would be so scary and alienating to enter an entirely new environment. looking around at the absurdly garish, yet comfortingly familiar yellow walls, i wonder if i'll ever come back here again.. seeing the faces of the people whom i've spent so much time with these years, laughing, crying, crapping, .. there is a deep stirring ache from within when i realize that this could be the last time i ever see them in a normal school day. painful tears well up, but my eyes remain dry. the next time we see each other, it will be during the Os. and then, a long break. when the results come, will our feelings still be there? when we finally separate to go to the place we're meant to be, will we think of each other? will we reminisce on the past, smile at the silly memories we had together? will we yearn and envy the carefree happiness we had then, and will we wish to go back to the past and do it all over again? at the very least, we ended the day in high spirits. the teachers sang a song for us, and no one cried. suprisingly. we were all amazingly cheerful, but i somehow felt that we were pasting smiles so that we wouldn't feel so bad. to remind ourselves that out there, lies another brighter day for us, perhaps? this was the day that we actually all tried to talk each other the most. cameras snapping, friends laughing, on this day, everyone belonged on the same level. it's ironic how it was the 'last' day, and it seemed like we were trying so hard to make friends like it was the first. maybe because we wanted to have a rememberance of everyone, no matter how brief our encounters were. the Penguin was also eyebrow-raisingly generous, by arranging for a lunch treat for us. so there all the sec4s+5s were, eating, chatting, having fun, or trying to. and after that, it was like we'd created a second childhood. people playing, running, screaming, laughing, .. on this day, we could forget everything and just unleash our joy. we actually ended up playing 3 Blind Mice in the classroom. as Chyechye appropriately put it, "sec4s playing a 4-year-old game." i left with a big silly grin on my face. i don't think i'll ever forget this day -prolly because i went triggerhappy- and i really hope and pray that i'll always come back to this place with fondness.
20061012 : 6:38 PM
I AM DEAD TIRED. *argh* i fell asleep on the bus for the 3rd time this week.. this time without my music.. *crys* all because of that b*tch of a BakaBee who suddenly decided to trade back. ERGH can't stand her. i'm currently not talking to her but i think she's too dense to even realize that. T_T
20061011 : 8:02 PM
BAHH. i'm feeling really depressed now. and why? it's all thanks to DeviantArt and Mangaka06. i just HAD to take Victoria's hint, i just HAD to satisfy my curiosity, and thanks to me, any hopes i have are DASHED. RUINED. DESTROYED. SENT TO THE BOTTOM OF A NEVERENDING ABYSS. which is impossible since it's a neverending abyss, hence there would be no bottom, .. but HECK. back to the point. which is, she told me there were some people -her included- who happened to be Mangaka06 finalists and Deviants. so of course, i couldn't resist searching. i mean, i gotta know what the standards out there are like, right? it was like slapping me twice. ARGH. i thought my work was quite ok, albeit a bit sloppy, but fine nonetheless. and i went to see the others and my hopes of winning anything just dieded. DIEDED. how the hell do i beat people whose works are so godamn good??!! just look at the 4 below and you'll see. *grows mushrooms in the cupboard*  this one is by Victoria. see what i mean? WHAT THE HELL it is so freaking good.
this one is also damn good. he looks like he's been doing it for 4 years. D:
the faces look a bit weird for this one, but the overall blending and toning are NICE. so, tell me, who can possibly beat them? NOT ME. *screams*
20061005 : 9:55 PM
OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!! b['u']b d['u']d b['u']b d['u']d b['u']b d['u']d b['u']b d['u']d in case you're wondering, that's a squishified version of me doing a weird victory dance. XD like OMG OMG!! i got into the Mangaka06 Finals! can you believe that?! *people in audience shake heads* heyy.. mean. well anyway, it's a bit anticlimax though because they won't say who won, just that finalists gotta be there. i find it rather pointless, because those who dint win would be feeling really crummy and those who did win would be gloating triumphantly. a bit harsh, but that's the sort of situation i expect. :/ well, i'm just crossing my fingers anyway and praying for a miracle, because i really really want to get the XBox, if not the Nitendo DS Lite. ditto to the 3rd prize, because it's a Gamescore voucher that i have absolutely no use for. *blegh* anyway, .. *takes deep breath* AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! what am i gonnya do? can you believe they expect me to invite Manometer?! she doesn't even know i entered!! and i gotta be in my sch uniform, how absurd is that?! then if i don't win people will know which school i came from and they'd be like "oh, that girl is from FMSS. no wonder she dint win.." nah. i doubt they'd put us down like that. but still a bit terrifying.. and plus it's like Photoshoppro Victoria against noobie me. what are the odds..
20061004 : 7:08 PM
shoots i forgot to post the other half of my prelim results. chem- F9 [curses] eng- A2 [OMG Manometer went easy on us] lit- A2 [damn it. stupid mis nuahs was the only one who got A1] so, my L1R5 is a grand 15. a neutral no., a bit too high to be considered good, and a bit too low to be considered low. *sigh* but i'm considered one of the lucky 'few' in class to be able to go to the jc trial after the Os. but i feel really reluctant about it. everyone else got like 20-30++ points, can you believe that?! i actually thought i'd be one of the lowest in class since everyone else seemed to be mugging but i was slacking, but.. *sigh* tomorrow is the deadline for the O level art, and Limmy will butcher me if i don't show up. but i wonder how i'll be able to survive the first 2 hours of school without succumbing to my sore throat + cold + fever. curse the Indonesian bushfires. maybe i'll just show up after school at the art room or summat.. i told my Mom i was gonnya drop amads, she was surprised and a bit disappointed. not unlike Yeoyo. i just don't see the point of me continuing amads when i've been failing consistently, constantly, consecutively. 'sides, it's not like i'm gonnya do anything with it when i'm in the working society anyway. gosh i sound like i'm giving excuses for my apparent laziness. |
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