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20070817 : 1:22 AM

*yawn*
just a quickie before i collapse.

the PW shoot is on Sunday! *starts to fret*

i'm freaking broke already, damn, i should have been more prepared. D:
turns out there's more to Mario Kart than i expected.. hmm. makes me wanna buy an NDSL even more. oh pox it's addictive.

i've been thinking about something..

what is Love?

according to Wiki, it's

"[Love is] a constellation of emotions and experiences
related to a sense of strong affection or profound oneness. The meaning of love
varies relative to context. Romantic love is seen as an ineffable feeling of
intense attraction shared in passionate or intimate attraction and intimate
interpersonal and sexual relationships. Though often linked to personal
relations, love is often given a broader signification, a love of humanity, of
nature, with life itself, or a oneness with the Universe, a universal love or
karma. Love can also be construed as Platonic love, religious love, familial
love, and, more casually, great affection for anything considered strongly
pleasurable, desirable, or preferred, to include activities and foods. This
diverse range of meanings in the singular word love is often contrasted with the
plurality of Greek words for love, reflecting the concept's depth, versatility,
and complexity."


according to the Bible,

"Love is patient; love is kind
and envies no one.
Love is never boastful, nor conceited, nor rude;
never selfish, not quick to take offense.
There is nothing love cannot face;
there is no limit to its faith,its hope, and endurance.
In a word, there are three things
that last forever: faith, hope, and love;
but the greatest of them all is love."


but from what i have seen, Love brings devastation and hurt. couples together would break apart, families would disintegerate, siblings would turn upon each other, fathers would kill their sons, mothers would ruin their daughters, men would turn against their motherland, humanity was sprouted from the seeds of the Earth but their love from Nature soon sprouts an arrogance to better themselves, to prove themselves the superior species, to trample upon that which has fostered them.

i have seen the bitter tears of those who loved, and i have seen the fury in the minds of those who loved well. Love seemingly is like a drug, you cannot have too much of it, and you cannot have too little of it. you can never be free of it.

Love has brought much light and laughter into this vast emptiness, giving us souls, but yet it has brought jealousy and hatred. too quickly do we succumb to that gnawing envy within us, too quickly do we learn to spurn and spit upon others. we all want to receive love, but who will give it?


the round one.

Just your average human specimen wanting to be something more. Also has an absurd fondness for potatoes and shoes, among other things.


what i want.
(these are clickable nudge nudge)

bicycle!!!1!
PLAYSTATION3
tv/HD screen for PS3
POP OP figures
sutadora figure
ps1 (not the console)
幸せ / きらめき / 自由
AMAZON WISHLIST



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