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20070923 : 11:23 PM
this is going to be a very long whiny post, so if you're anti-whine, go away and let me whine. damn i feel like crap. physically and emotionally. no one said the Sh*ngri-la stint was gonna be easy, and it wasn't. but i'm not complaining. ya gotta work for the dough, ya know? but still, taking all those slamming from the management was seriously.. ugh. are people this vulgar when it comes to giving instructions and feedback? although yeah, i suppose serving pork to a muslim seated at a VVIP table does warrant some serious slamming. that was serious taboo. the guy was either stupid or blind. thank goodness my station didn't have any particular diners. now i know how all those banquet staff feel. walking around all the time, looking busy or at least pretending to, carrying trays which weigh a ton, wearing stretched grimaces to pass off as smiles, tripping over their too bloody long skirts, making sure breakages and spillages don't occur.. damn it's tough. ok now do i sound like some bratty naiive never-been-out kinda person? because i'm thinking that's what i'm sounding like. D: it was a real eyeopener being there, and although i don't think i'm going to be suckered in into places like those again, i don't have a choice; it's all for the money, i gotta keep telling myself. money money money. 'sides, it's not really fun if you don't know anyone there. i tend to get pretty introverted when i'm with strangers, so.. ergh. please, someone, anyone, i need a decent job with decent wages so i can save myself. :D |
the round one.
Just your average human specimen wanting to be something more. Also has an absurd fondness for potatoes and shoes, among other things.
what i want.
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