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20070531 : 10:06 PM
ZOMGBBQW .. THE HELL. i'm seriously screaming for time here. toggling between finishing up DESFD Assignment that is to be handed up tomorrow [OR DIEDIEDIED], msning and explaining why i'm apparently not eating enough [ i AM eating. just that you don't see me doing it. XD], typing this post now, avenging my mother by churning out a "bombastic letter" to da boss and whom it may concern, and struggling to finish someone's special gift. *cough* oh and i'm aso trying to reconfigure my next skin's html because it's not working properly. yay. D:
20070529 : 8:39 PM
random thoughts in my head currently: Bleach 127 is taking FOREVER to come out. i haven't done homework yet and it's due in 16 hours. i think i need retail therapy real bad. just loved Diane's surprised look when she got the Paul Frank bag. Into the West is a song i'll never get sick of. Weffriddles is really challenging. something is tugging at me, and i don't know what. i get the feeling i'm missing something terribly important. maybe i'll go try O2Jam. how can some things be in plain sight, and yet i am oblivious?
20070528 : 1:56 PM
 Create your own Friend Test here TAKE MY TEST OR DIE. D:
20070527 : 6:44 PM
something random i came across when i was bored. YOUR REAL NAME: Cheryl YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first 3 letters of real name plus izzle) Cheizzle [is that pronounced chay-iz-zel? oO] YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (fav colour and fav animal) Purple Horse. [gee wow i bet my clients can talk to me with a straight face] YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, and current street) [uh i don't have a middle name, so let's go with Kookie] Kookie Everton [..] YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name, last 3 letters of mum's maiden name) Ookchlee [the hell you pronounce that?!] YOUR SUPERHERO NAME: (2nd favorite color, favorite drink) Green Apple Soda. [uh..] YOUR IRAQI NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, any letter of your middle name, 2nd letter of your mum's maiden name, 3rd letter of your dad's middle name, 1st letter of a sibling's first name, last letter of your mum's middle name) Hoieode. [hurrah.] YOUR WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (mum/dad's middle name) nada. YOUR GOTH NAME: (black, and the name of one of your pets) Black Pepper [does a dead pet count?]
20070524 : 10:59 PM
i must be like the only person with eyes that can see, and yet be so oblivious to things happening right in front of me. and i think i'm getting my retribution for saying awful nasty things.
20070523 : 7:32 PM
"once upon a time, there was a girl. and a boy. and they were in <<<<3 and there was a pirate captain friend rogue of theirs. make that a couple of captains. no, make that a lot of pirate captains. there was also a guy from East India trading company. and a tentacled guy. team girl and boy and misc pirate captains [the good guys] against EIC guy and tentacled guy [the bad guys]. EIC guy wants ta rule the seas, blahblahblah. tentacled guy <3 sea goddess who is trapped in human form. boy x girl go rescue pirate captain friend rogue from the edge of the world. girl rises from sheltered governor's daughter to KING OF TEH PIRATES - PWNAGE ROXORES~~ boy wants to save daddy from tentacled guy's marine crew. boy x girl get married while fighting bad guys boy gets stabbed by tentacled guy and KO. pirate captain friend rogue brings him back by using his almost-dead hand to stab tentacled guy's stillbeating heart. tentacled guy dies. sea goddess freed and causes a maelstrom. boy takes tentacled guy's place, but no tentacles. boy saves marine crew. boy and girl torn apart, once every 10 years can xoxo. 2nd time they meet, girl got 10yearold kid. YAY. THE END. oh bytheway did i mention that i've already watched the SNEAK PREVIEW OF PIRATES OF THE CARRIBEAN: AT WORLD'S END? i hope i didn't spoil anything for you. *evil grin*
20070520 : 10:47 AM
ok scratch the previous post. i was bored silly. i'm currently listening to Minutes to Midnight, and i really have to say something about it: i have always stereotyped Linkin Park as just another rock/rap band with a larger fanbase, and from their previous albums, i have only liked a couple of songs, such as Numb and My December. the songs that actually were broadcasted on radio stations, i think. but after Minutes to Midnight, after i really made an effort to try and listen, not just hear, but really listen, i realized that their songs are really quite amazing. the lyrics are quite simplistic, but profound enough for me to discover the depth in them. i used to think it was all angst and emo, but i found that the meaning behind those words do make sense. it deals with all the insecurities, all the fears, all the worries that an individual might face, and yet at the same time, it also covers the global front and all the doubts that everyone's having. i don't think i've ever heard, no, listened to anything quite like Linkin Park before. i really think i shall go back to their previous albums and start listening again once more. i apologize to any LP fans if i made any mistake in my posted opinion of LP here, just my 0.02 worth. have a nice life.
20070519 : 9:18 PM
looking around at all the people, i feel a little relieved that i'm not in love. looking around at all the people, to an unhappily ever after they drove. looking around at all the people, tears and heartache galore. looking around at all the people, sleepless nights to endure. looking around at all the people, trying so hard to stay strong. looking around at all the people, the pain just continues on. looking around at all the people, wondering what i could possibly do. looking around at all the people, feeling helpless and without a clue. looking around at all the people, hearts breaking. looking around at all the people, tears shedding. looking around at all the people, .. just looking.
20070514 : 8:45 PM
well, it looks like a full-fledged up close and not so personal confrontation. >:D to protect confidentiality, the person will be referred to as the Suckerfish. then again, we all know who it is, don't we? i think i shall post it all down here, in my view, so as to avoid omission, a term learnt from CommSkills today meaning to accidentally/purposely leave out information, leading to a communication barrier. yay. let's fast-forward a bit, to the part where i met up with 1+3. they were in a hurry to leave, apparently because they wanted to avoid the Suckerfish at the door, an idea i was also keen on. isn't it wonderful how the buildings have multiple exits? they make for such quick escapes. on the way to the MRT, we were laughing and joking and occasionally glancing nevously back, looking for a hint of that figure we did not want to see. thankfully, there was no sign of him. it is absolutely creepy how he can pop out of nowhere at your back, and almost always when he happens to be the topic of discussion. *shudder* unfortunately, he moved a step ahead and ambushed us in front. it was just then that Diane and i were agreeing that we would probably scream and run if we saw him, and we really DID. Weiliang spied him first stepping round the corner, glaring at us, and made a full 180dg turn. Diane shrieked and followed suit. i stopped and stared at them, then slid my gaze to the front and i think i also made a noise similar to a hysterical scream. This was followed by a whole lot of hushed panicking as the Suckerfish approached. there is an idiom perfect for his look, which is "if looks could kill, we'd all be dead." or something like that. he marched right up to Esmond, poor guy, and: ".. very funny, is it? .." *hussy look* our eyes snapped right back to him. the temperature raised a couple of notches. followed by: "am i that irritating?" *insert frantic flapping of arms* 3 second silence, and then: "Yes." that was Weiliang! ZOKM. the Suckerfish was a lil stunned by this forthright answer i guess, so he went on. "What part of me is wrong[not too sure what he said]?!" "Everything." Xiao S deadpanned and i promptly burst out laughing. and then he demanded -can you believe the nerve, actually demanded!- an explanation for our answers ["like what? like what?" *insert whiny tone*] and then i had to say something. so i tried to phrase it quite nicely, but i think i sounded like some dumb counsellor trying to put the message across to someone who already has a communication barrier around himself: The Refusal to Listen. [i'm getting good at applying this CommSkills stuff! XD] so i told him straight off that we simply did not like him, because he was coming too close for comfort to the girls [which is really putting it lightly, believe me] and basically just annoying the shit out of everyone. he actually dared to invite me to continue with my list of Reasons Why We Don't Like Suckerfish with that face that makes me so wanna slap him. what the hell is this, a petition? i don't have to goddamn explain myself to him! and then, stuff i said got a bit hazy, but we switched to that little story of his having a girl and going to bookshops and shit. i was like, "honestly, don't you think you're being self-contradictory? you told Diane and the others that you had been alone for 4 years and you tried to use that to get Weiliang to wait outside with you [nuts you are; who on earth would wait outside when there's air conditioning inside], then what the hell is your girlfriend?" or something along those lines. he blustered and fumbled and said "oh, it was for two, no three years." therefore, one year being alone. what's the big deal? and honestly, his story is so full of loopholes that a blindfolded toddler could see right through it. if you want to lie, do it CONVINCINGLY. *rolls eyes* so in the end, he got into a prissy and huffed off [apparently with teary eyes, or so Xiao S said] but not before Diane managed to get a piece of him. she was practically screaming at him, "WHAT THE HELL YOU GO AND SCOLD ESMOND FOR?! ALSO NOT HIS FAULT CAN! IS WE ALL ASK HIM NOT TO ANSWER YOUR CALLS AND LEAVE WITH US WAN! HE WANTED TO GO BACK TO LOOK FOR YOU CAN! .." or something along those lines. you get the picture. [DIANE YOU ROCK SOCKS. :D] so.. yeah. that's pretty much about it. oh his nick right now reads ".. Stabbed twice. Not perfect. Tell me how. Please be blunt, tell me I am wrong, tell me how I should be. I'm sorry for trying too hard." *snorts* YEAH WHATEVER. To whom it may concern aka Suckerfish: I'm not sure if you'll see this or not, and i certainly don't give a damn. what i give a damn about is what you're going to do from tomorrow. will you try to change? i seriously wonder. honestly, during the first week of school, i thought you weren't so bad, seeing as we kinda had a common interest. but my impression of you slowly faded, to be replaced by despise and a tinge of pity. were you that blind and oblivious to the not-so-subtle hints everyone was dropping? or were you actually that thickskinned and continued to hang around? recently, your hovering around has degenerated into more than just annoyance. and recently, i've been hearing more and more about how your behavior seems to invade the girls' comfort zones. of the two, i care more about the latter. and i'm seriously dang furious that you got too close today and i didn't notice. what is that habit of yours creeping up on people? it freaks people out, in case you didn't realize. why can't you just approach people normally and be upfront about it? don't give me pathetic excuses like, you came from an all-boys school and you don't really know how to interact with girls, quite frankly that's bull and once again you're contradicting your story of having a girlfriend. please stop moving in too close, i can't breathe normally. i find your behavior really abnormal to me, because most guys don't go too close to girls, regardless of how deep their friendship is, unless it's something more. this is common sense and propiety, in case you didn't know, which is seriously questionable. your lack of common courtesy is apparent, especially when you butt into conversations or add random comments which are more often than not, nonsensical. don't try to rush into things like you are now, it's just ringing alarm bells for us to set up defences. please make for more allowance of space and time to get used to this. and while you're at it, you might wanna think about your personality and why you've "been alone for the past 4 years." i'm not being hurtful or cruel on purpose, this is my 0.02 worth of cutthroat opinions. take it with a handful of salt or sugar if you will.
: 12:39 AM
i've been really moody all weekend, and i don't think it's a good thing because it's affecting other parts of my life. tsk. i don't know why i'm moody though. i suppose it's a lot of things that have happened recently that has sent my mind reeling into the vast unknown. not that i've lost my sanity, mind. it's just that, well, over the week, stuff happened, and stuff got me thinking. seriously thinking deep, not shallow or superficial thoughts. people who read my DA will know what i'm talking about, but that's just part of it. i started thinking about death and dying again. ok that came out wrong. no, i didn't die once and start thinking about dying again, it's the "thinking again". after what happened in August, i don't think i'll be able to handle it if it comes again. yeah, that's how bloody fragile i am. i hate myself for being so weak. i hate myself for not being able to stand up to those who hurt me in the really distant past that i don't want to remember. i hate myself for thinking that the world was pretty enough and that people weren't really bad people. i hate myself for a great many reasons. shame, despair, angst. even the poxypeople could see the thunderstorm above my head. and i usually leave my sadness and worries and bad stuff at the door before i enter class, so i guess this time it's really bad. i'm not supposed to be like this! or so some people said. but they don't know, do they? about what happened in the past. i've told Tilda, so i think she'll know. she's one of the rare people in the world that i actually told her about.. that. not even my parents know, which is saying something i guess, since i don't usually keep something like that from my folks. speaking of which, i just realized that for the past whole week, i have not made intellectual conversation with them. in fact, for the past whole month. what an awful realization to see, that i have only responded with "mm", "ah", "yeah", "orh". i am slowly degenerating. is this what they call the communication gap? the age barrier? sometimes when my Da starts launching into his lectures, there's only 1 thought in my head, and it's "what do you know about my life?" i feel downright ashamed. *slaps self* ok ok, time to switch mode! tomorrow- no, actually i'm going to school in about 7 hours, gotta GENKI. SWITCH TO GENKI MODE. ps- HAPPY MOTHERS DAY. although, technically, MD is over, but heck. i got my mother a loverly Forever21 black lacy pullover. cost me a hole in my wallet, but i didn't feel any heartache. suprising. pps- thank you Tilda for the Beard Papa cream puff! *hug* ppps- my post no. happens to tally with the latest Bleach episode. how freaky is that. not very.
20070511 : 10:52 PM
quote someone's MSN nick: "Think.. What if it was you they were making fun of? How would you feel?" i feel really bad now. and guilty. it was probably pure coincidence that he put it there, but it was like it was meant for me to see. i feel really horrid now. D: on the other hand, i'm also kinda frustrated trying to coordinate Hatter dates. all of us have barely-there clashable schedules, and to top it off, there are always MIAing people who waste my goddamn bloody smses, and people who don't come simply because they "don't feel like coming". WHAT THE HELL i shan't rant too much for now. i might just go out of control. i think i should create 2 blogs, 1 for happy things, and 1 for bad things. and of course, the bad one will be kept confidential. *kekekeke*
: 3:52 PM
basket. i'm sitting in the middle of DESFD now and i'm bloody pissed off. Alvin says, " just type instead of crap, so i shall." Shuiran's talking about shit now. *cough* SOMEONE *cough* is hanging around and pissing the shit out of me. i really feel like going over to give him one tight slap and a few good kicks. not for any particular reason, but it's more like his existence is practically pissing me off? ROAR. i'm evil.
20070508 : 9:40 PM
WARNING: IMAGE-HEAVY POST AHEAD. IF YOUR COMPUTER CAN'T HANDLE IT.. TOO BAD. *kekekeke*
do i see a proposal here? shuiran handing in a proposal to the BOSS AKA TILDA. :D what sort of proposal did you think it was hmm? *sly look* [and what's with RainxWeiliang's expression?]  Samwithham trying to strip our RainxWeiliang here. fangirls murder him please. and yeah, that's Samwithham's "regular face". quoteaudrey "i hate his face man". or something like that. this picture is pretty much "self-explanatory". and sick in its twisted laughable way.
 Esmond is bloody cute in the background. and what's with Alvin's face? Not-so-romantic flourescent-light dinner on a chair with no food.  cute Diane. i think she looks a lil like Rainie Yang. XD  tilda! ahaha she looks so smiley.  guess who.. i look headless.  Clarence. so gay right.  Shuiran acting cool!..  .. But not as cool as RainxWeiliang here. ;D  Shuiran x Esmond fooling around as usual. pardon the shaky blurriness, i was laughing too much.  Esmond in school uniform! i don't know why he's wearing PE shorts though. this sparked off the Let's Wear Sch Uniform To NYP thing. we're TRENDSETTERS man.  uh.. Alvin x Samwithham attempting to act cute.  Shuiran trying on my goggles. i was in fits by then.  yesh, those are my goggles. so cool right?  Clarence x Shuiran on the train home. THE ROYAL COUPLE. Banzai at the Ramen Shop. :D he finished a bowl of Ramen all by himself!  Poxypeople eating Ramen!  POXY!! i feel like a paparazzi taking this shot. had to zoom to the max to take this shot with my lousy phone camera. XD she prolly won't ever get to read this, but POXY ROCKS MY SOCKS.  more Poxypeople shots..  Banzai drinking Coke! *glomp*  Esmond at the MAAD Flea Market dressed to KILL.  FEET. a very cliché shot, but who cares? guess which shoe is mine. :D
20070504 : 11:09 PM
i saw a hot guy on the train a couple days back with the most beautiful pair of hands ever. seriously. i did look at his face, but i was more interested in his hands. not that i'm thinking off the straight highway, but i think all that *insert Poxy ROAR* emphasis placed on my ghastly-drawn hands really nudged a screw loose, and now i'm more interested in hands than .. anything else. GAHH. oh and i slapped a guy too. hurrah. [i'm so sorry Clarence, i didn't mean to! >_<] [and no, it's not that gay Clarence from FMSS] .. i am feeling cranky today. and therefore in no mood to upload photos. i'm in more of a throwing-hussy-fit-kinda mood now. please forgive my selfish mood swings. .______.
20070502 : 10:11 PM
screw the guilt. poor Tilda tripped today. "accident-prone" eh? :D ok that's mean of me. *slaps self* *yawn* there was Debate today, but it was totally.. different from expectations. according to Hazel, who is one of our OGLs with awesomely cool Dr. Martens, apparently there is Real Debate and Fake Debate. *raises eyebrow* isn't that absolutely fascinating? listened to them rattle on and on, and then i realized that Debate wasn't the pretty picture that Ms Gail had painted with her convincing speech. honestly, i'm not a "Current Affairs" type of person. unless it's huge news. if it's politics, don't ask me anything because i would know nuts about it. mebbe i'll stick around for a semester or two, exploit and rip whatever i need to know, and hit the highway. good plan? :D damn i haven't done Drawing homework. i must be one of the blindest and most oblivious person in the world. ok, mebbe DMD10. seriously, if you don't tell me, i probably won't notice. GAHH. like i said, stupid bubble of naiveté.
: 9:57 AM
a mass-convo gone wrong. D: i feel really awful now, when i think back to those .. incidents before this convo. how gleefully malicious i think i shall spend the rest of today, and probably next week too, writhing in guilt and self-loathing.
20070501 : 10:11 PM
CRAZY PEOPLE DO CRAZY THINGS PART 2 Starring: hyper DMD10!! Teasers: -hover over them to see comments XD-  ![Alvin x Banzai [that's the bunny]](https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh9lkw6o-Lj27OUNFA6yCtKPREz3S535wRaNcOlh5yMNRRmfaScu-hDMM3YB_nRUYHJv2jwmycEazIPxqdSEI0kxNw0EU82Rqn_48N_kQ_6POnxDPgoRBmTkDqFFQNdm7XpJ1l75A/s1600-h/CRAZY014+copy.jpg)      The entire album for EC Craziness can be found here: Here! ps- if you want the photoshopped ones im me please. :D
: 9:47 PM
CRAZY PEOPLE DO CRAZY THINGS PART 1 Main: Char x Sarah x Chyechye Supporting: Chrissy, Chrissy's friend YJ, me :D Teasers:    The entire album for the Vivo Craziness can be found here: Here! |
the round one.
Just your average human specimen wanting to be something more. Also has an absurd fondness for potatoes and shoes, among other things.
what i want.
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