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20070930 : 1:02 AM

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after seeing this, i really don't know what to say.

damn i really thought his techniques and stuff were pretty damn good, and now this sort of scandal turns up. i guess it's kinda of a letdown and stuff. i saw Genesis in July, guess i should be relieved i didn't buy it. D:

quote from a certain Deviant's journal:

1. "Toounit's artwork is heavily referenced - from character design,
clothing design, to background and composition designs." He never actually comes
out and says that he's referenced things, only says "inspired." However, there
are a few things (very few) in his gallery or have been in his gallery that I
still think are original (there's hope for this kid!) such as his daily
deviation... (how ironic..).

2. "Toounit has become worshipped and even became and icon of the
anime/manga style in Malaysia." I myself even thought he was amazing. I mean,
come on... age 18 and so successful? It was quite a sight, and everyone had
envy, and I think I'm assuming correctly. Therefore the shock that comes from
this ugly truth is very large. It's not something we all go through everyday.
It's a combination of feeling disappointment, let down, and betrayal. It's an
ugly feeling, and though telling people the truth would be honorable, I still
think if we could, we should avoid making people feel those ugly feelings.

3. "Toounit has sold artbooks of his heavily referenced work." And people
bought it. It's crossing the moral boundary somewhere... but it's legal, I bet.
I don't think we could do anything about that... except a lot of people might
boycott his artbook. He has also auctioned/sold his artwork.. but I don't think
that would stop people from buying his work. Despite his unoriginality, I think
I would have still bought his artbook (I know, how unloyal I am! D: )

4. "Toounit works for an illustration/publishing company." In all honesty,
I think this is one of toounit's fibs. He claims to have submitted tutorials and
pieces for Asukashinsa's SS (aka Small S/Sky S/Bessatsu SS) and S magazines, as
well as doing work for fujimishobo and Korean novels. If you've looked at any of
those websites, you won't see anything about toounit in sight.

5. "Toounit, though unoriginal as he is, still has a lot of talent." I'm
not so sure we can use the word talent, but I must say he has a lot of technical
skill. He has a very powerful coloring technique that I don't think many of us
can say is horrible. And he's taught us things about this: he's submitted
numerous tutorials and answered questions. Despite how angry at him I am right
now, I can't deny that I've learned a lot of things from that twit.



Another quote from another Deviant's journal:


Fan art
Art that is drawn based on an existing character, story, design,
costume or any media, that is not drawn by the artist itself.
Usually drawn
as a tribute, or as a way of showing love to certain fandoms.

Reference
Art that is based on something that can be seen.
Usually drawn for the
purpose of studying arts and objects.
Doesnt nessesary have to look exactly
like the original.

Inspiration
Art that is influenced by something.
Can be seen or things that cannot be seen.
Usually drawn when getting
certain impact, such as an artist is inspired to draw something emo when
listening to some music/event/etc

Copying
Reconstruct or
reproducting something that is original.
What made copying and reference
different is that, copying, is copying everything from the original. Colours,
design, composition, angle, toning, concept, shadows, style, etc.
While
referencing, is just drawing the object, but some part can be original,
something that is created by the artist.

Nope. This is not what I think
up. I did some research LOL.

But what I write below is what I think.

I think, sometimes fanart can be original too.
There is no right or
wrong drawing them. For example, if I like Naruto, I can draw a drawing of
Naruto, with different concept/style.
Since i think of the
composition/design/etc by my own, while using Naruto as the character in the
art, I can still draw it out and claim it as fanart.

But if, lets say, I
saw the drawing of Naruto by the original artist, and I like it, and I redraw
it. I can call it fanart, but, it's mere copying. I can share with my friends,
but I can't sell it, since eventho I use my strength to draw it, it is
originally belongs to the artist. The strength belongs to him. He is the one who
think of the direction of the art.

Let's talk about original arts then.
I read the newspaper. There's this case of a girl and it touched me and made
me sad.
So I wanted to draw something, because I am inspired.
Or I saw
this cool pattern on the floor. I am like, whoa, fantastic!
What if I draw
it out for this piece?
So I draw this drawing, while having the patttern in
my mind, and applied it on my drawing.

What if, I saw this picture on
the magazine. Cool! I want to draw something like that.
But in the end, what
I draw, end up looks exactly like the magazine. Dang.
What if I put another
element from another magazine?
In the end, the picture looks like a
combination of two magazines, exactly like them.
Dang. I think I just
copied. This is not original!
I can share this thing with friends, but I
can't sell it off, because it is someone else's hardwork and dedication. All I
did is just copying.

That's my opinion. I am not sure about anyone else.
I used to copy works, but that was when I was learning. Like, I draw a
drawing of Rurouni Kenshin that looks exactly like it. And several years later I
start to imagine whatever things that I want to draw.
It's kinda hard. It's
VERY hard.
Because I used to copy so much, and I have to start thinking
independantly.
Because I have to spend my time thinking, planning, executing
and whatnot, without looking at anything.
Because I am the type of person
that will be very paranoid if my drawings look like someone else. And I will
start to blame myself being so flawfull.
And then I emo hahhaa......

But anyways!
Regardless of whether you're in DA/SA/whatever art
galleries/whatever place.
Do you have a proper ettiquette as an artist?


20070926 : 10:46 AM

oh yeah, almost forgot to add, i finally got my results for the 1st semester. didn't do as bad as i thought i would, but it wasn't anything great either. *slumps*

after that, i really got shaken up. i didn't want to repeat another semester or module, but the way things are going, i keep having this paranoid thought that; what if i did? what if i got left behind? it would be utterly unbearable for me.

cooped up at home all day, i've been doing lotsa thinking. people might call it spacing out, but i call it thinking. XD thinking about stuff like; what is it i really want? what am i doing right now? where do i go from here? is this a dead end? i want something from this, but what is it? i need to feel accomplished somehow, but the feeling isn't there.

i'm pretty much the sort of person who seriously needs to be ordered something to do, else i'd just wander around like a zombie and space out think. my parents actually got pretty worried when they saw me with the distant my-mind-is-unavailable look and the frown all the time, to the extent that they thought i was worrying over stupid things like bgr. *snort*
that said, i think we're growing further apart. is this normal during the adolescent teenage years? since i was young, i don't recall ever needing to tell my parents anything about my private thoughts besides what was neccessary, and i'd always taken for granted that they understood what i was on about without my needing to spell it out. but right now, my mind's getting pretty messed up and i'm getting pretty unpredictable. maybe they're afraid i'll get into bad company or summat, i don't know. but right now, this huge gap is the furthest i've ever felt from them.
needless to say, because i didn't say anything, because i didn't indicate how i felt about stuff, they simply assumed it was because of whatnot, and that led to a lot of misunderstandings and.. lectures. *sigh* so it all boils down to because i did not say what was needed to be spoken, it led to their increasing worries, even led to threats that i'd get signed out of Poxyclass. D:
i know SD advised me to tell them something, just for the time being, to reassure them that i wasn't doing anything stupid, but what do i say? i don't even know that. i don't know how to bring up the subject, i don't even know what the subject is! how do i make it clear to them that i know what i'm doing, that i haven't "got [my] priorities mixed up", that there isn't any need to "crop [my goddamn] hair"?

i'm hoping for a sign that'll tell me what to do, what to say. really. for now, i'm just going to.. see what happens i guess.


20070923 : 11:36 PM

i wanna thank the Pox, Poxlings and Poxypeople for all their concern and stuff today as well. i really appreciate it. :D esp. to SD, thanks for the pep talk and stuff and helping me understand stuff a bit better. :D
i'm sorry if i was giving off very depressing vibes, i just wasn't.. myself. i shan't go into details of the source, but you guys should know. thanks for being so understanding and all, i really really love you guys. :D


: 11:23 PM

this is going to be a very long whiny post, so if you're anti-whine, go away and let me whine.

damn i feel like crap. physically and emotionally.
no one said the Sh*ngri-la stint was gonna be easy, and it wasn't. but i'm not complaining. ya gotta work for the dough, ya know? but still, taking all those slamming from the management was seriously.. ugh. are people this vulgar when it comes to giving instructions and feedback? although yeah, i suppose serving pork to a muslim seated at a VVIP table does warrant some serious slamming. that was serious taboo. the guy was either stupid or blind. thank goodness my station didn't have any particular diners.

now i know how all those banquet staff feel. walking around all the time, looking busy or at least pretending to, carrying trays which weigh a ton, wearing stretched grimaces to pass off as smiles, tripping over their too bloody long skirts, making sure breakages and spillages don't occur.. damn it's tough.

ok now do i sound like some bratty naiive never-been-out kinda person? because i'm thinking that's what i'm sounding like. D: it was a real eyeopener being there, and although i don't think i'm going to be suckered in into places like those again, i don't have a choice; it's all for the money, i gotta keep telling myself. money money money. 'sides, it's not really fun if you don't know anyone there. i tend to get pretty introverted when i'm with strangers, so.. ergh.

please, someone, anyone, i need a decent job with decent wages so i can save myself. :D


20070920 : 10:37 PM

i'm feeling much much better recently, although i have no idea why.
let's see.. what could it possibly have been?

one. Friday's meetup with the girls. hung out and chilled at the Esplanade area for a bit; i must say it's ALWAYS always lovely to see 'em all. feelings and memories seem to remain unchanged even when we're not together anymore. :D

two. Saturday's class. went a lil' bit crazeh there, using Poxy for a napkin when i got attacked by a Badger armed with charcoal. D: i hope Poxy didn't mind. and then i even got to eat fondue at Häagen Dazs! whoopdedoop. discussed future *projects*, pretty fun even with a rather edgey atmosphere. :D

three. the class chalet i just came back from. isolation seems to have proven something to me, that i cannot stand being alone. D: it was great to see everyone again -ok, almost everyone- and even though i was pretty tired and maybe moodish, i'm glad everyone seemed ok. to me, that is. D:

four. all of the above.

oh yeah. on a side note. please do not trust your life/material possessions' security to the local police. i'm tellin' ya they do nuts about nuttin'. there was a certain case when a certain acquaintance had his belongings stolen in a CC, when their possessions were left barely a meter away in sight. the damage costs totals to about $4000. and the police did absolutely nothing about it. just about shows who you can rely on when you become a victim of theft eh.


20070908 : 11:24 PM

i'm back, finally.

i'm entering that state of moodiness and apathy again, both physically and emotionally. i can't think straight, my brain's all fuzzy, i feel really drained emotionally even though i haven't really been doing much 'cept spreeing. D:

i need moolah.

and i need some zap so i can get back on track.


20070904 : 10:19 PM

like, what the POX?!

my parents just decided out of the blue to go on a trip to Bangkok..

tomorrow.

yesh, TOMORROW. what the poxpoxpoxpox.

so it's like, "hey kids, pack, becauuuuse our flight's leaving for the land of pineapple rice and coconut milk in approx. 24 hours time! isn't that cool?"

._.


20070902 : 7:12 PM

the second overnight thon in my life whereby i didn't sleep at all. :D
but it was really worthwhile and fun, to me at least.

fun running around making sure we had stuff, fun watching Mel do her french maid thing, fun staying up all night playing Bishibashi, Monopoly and Bridge with MTAF, SD, Mel and Poxy. :D

i was really glad that everybody had fun, at least, i think everybody did. :D Frank had better have enjoyed it though, seeing as he's flying off to Japan for 4 months, the lucky ass. D: [and during that time i hope i train up and lvl up so i can PWN all their asses in Ouendan and Mario Kart and whatever. oh ho ho ho .] i really hope Poxy did enjoy it though, because it was in honor of her. :D

so even though it's a little late, i still wanna wish Poxy and the Poxypeople like Lynette, Fi and MTAF a HAPPY TEACHERS DAY. hope you guys enjoyed it, Poxy-style.


the round one.

Just your average human specimen wanting to be something more. Also has an absurd fondness for potatoes and shoes, among other things.


what i want.
(these are clickable nudge nudge)

bicycle!!!1!
PLAYSTATION3
tv/HD screen for PS3
POP OP figures
sutadora figure
ps1 (not the console)
幸せ / きらめき / 自由
AMAZON WISHLIST



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