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20080108 : 1:05 AM
ohkay, this is it. i have to focus. focus focus focus focus hocus pocus. in this lifetime, no matter how many people we meet, the awful truth is that when we're with our thoughts, we're truly.. alone. no matter how many paths seems to travel the same road, eventually they divert and we find ourselves walking in the middle of that vast plain with not a soul in sight. some roads lead to higher ground and fresh air, some roads lead to seas of mystery, some roads lead to nothing but fog and cloud. the roads we walk aren't set there before us; the roads we walk are made by our steps and our souls. no one can set the course of your path, and no one can change anything on it but you. but to me, the terrifying thing is that on that road, you're the only person on it. and you know that no matter how close your paths may walk, you will eventually come to a crossroads and everyone will still leave the other. and when you turn back, to see the path you've created, all the memories and feelings which paved the way, the obstacles which were pushed off the road, the nakama who walked with you a distance, the blood and sweat and tears shed into carving this road.. and sometimes i ask if i was going down the road i want. i look at the ones who try to step off their paths, in their minds thinking that they had shortcuts aplenty, but losing their direction. i look at the ones running in front of me, racing with the wind as they reach that place. a spark ignites, but it's only a spark. what do i have to do to stir the embers up? i'm not sure myself.. which is why i'm looking for the answers on this road. even though i know not what lies ahead, even though there may be sorrow or heartache or despair, even though i may not have the will to reach that place, i know that my road is not the only one traversing this wide expanse. i know that right beside me are my nakama. i know that i can support them and cherish their presence. i know that.. but in the end, will i reach that place.. alone? |
the round one.
Just your average human specimen wanting to be something more. Also has an absurd fondness for potatoes and shoes, among other things.
what i want.
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