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20080224 : 12:14 AM

i resent that comment.

dnt lk bng cmprd r lknd t thr ppl, spclly f ts t thr ngtv qlts.

i need to get my act together.

i need to get away.

just the other day i felt so pent-up i thought i'd die if i didn't scream.

i didn't scream, and i didn't die.

but this constricting feeling is still here.

please please please please don't. say. anything.


20080222 : 12:39 AM

huzzah for evil conspirators trying to tempt people into the gory world of Sweeny Todd when they're desperately trying to finish SP2 animation. D:<

what the pox i can actually link DJ Ozma to Naruto Shippuuden. O_O

and yeah, i actually started watching Naruto Shippuuden in the middle of SP2. k33l me, just k33l me.


20080219 : 9:22 PM

well.

here we go..

@_@


20080217 : 3:28 PM

1504 wanted to meet Xwan and Finny and Swee, it's been FOREVER since i last saw them. buttttttt.. stuff happened. D: i'm sorry Xwan i really didn't mean to mess up! next round it'll be good i promise!
anyways. had a rather.. S: lunch thing with em at the familiar ol' Pizza Hut. brings back memories.. but now it kinda has a weird smell. and service still sucks. oh well.
after that, Xwan had to leave early because of fencing stuff, so it was just me, Finny and Swee. >:D
wanted to sit around in KBox, but it was freaking SGD18 and let's face it, we're broke. so we hopped over to FMSS to just walk around and kill time. didn't see much people though, because it was late and it was a Friday. never mind, just seeing the buildings and all the familiar rooms and paintings were enough for me. :D
the library was open! so we went in and the Camwhore Queen started .. camwhoring. and it's not me.


Finny x Swee. i swear Finny is bred for this camwhoring business.



Me x Finny. pudgy face be the former.



Finny x Swee. maan Swee looks really different now, edgier i suppose. i still can remember when she first transferred in, all quiet with her low ponytail and her long skirt. so innocent back then. lawl.



huzzah for multishot features in camera phones.



a very nolstagic scene i haven't seen since .. 2004. my sides split just laughing.


20080215 : 1:00 AM

just another month and the school year will be over.

looking back on what i've said and done during the time i've entered this stage of life, i can say i've learnt lots of stuff. not just educationally, but socially as well. and mentally.

i can also say i've regretted some things that i've said or done.

although i cannot reverse time or erase them from the past, i can only hope that with time, the scars i've inflicted on others won't hurt so bad. although apologies may not suffice, i still want to say sorry, and i sincerely mean it. there are times when i have had to be crueler than i intended, and i'm not proud of that.

but on the flip side, i've come to know lots of people, all with different histories and yet, similar dreams. i've seen us laugh, seen us cry [i don't think i saw much of that though], seen us slack and procrastinate, seen us work through tough times..
all together.

looking in front of me, i want to keep on running down this path, with the people i know and love, and with my hands always reaching for that something ahead.

ps- i seem to find this new skin glaring. maybe i should change it.


20080212 : 2:01 PM

w00t.
ohkay, before i really KO, just want to express some thoughts and gratitude to the people who really made 1102 really.. great.

to the bunch of DMD10ers who showed up:
thank you for appearing, really. sometimes i have this vague terrifying thought that i'll sit there just waiting and waiting, but no one will show up. yeah. paranoid right. but i digress. anyways, yeah, although i wasn't really very happy that some of you guys showed up really late *gasp* but you guys probably had your reasons right; the surprise you guys had for me when i walked in later was really.. i don't know how to put it. it left this warm mushy gushy feeling with *A* emoticons. it was really touching and sweet of you guys. i don't get surprises like that often, so i really was genuinely surprised and happy and fuzzylike inside. :D
thanks for coming all the way down to the end of the world, especially in such an ulu place like Aloha Loyang; i hope you guys enjoyed it as much as i did, especially the BR game. :B thanks for the awesome soakers and ammo, it made the game really thrilling. and wet. lawl.

to Al, Aud, Clarence, Es and Sam:
thanks for coming down, even though you guys live pretty far from Pasir Ris, and OMGAWT THANK YOU FOR THE SCHMEXAAY RED HOLGA. i'll be honest, it really was the last thing i expected. *_* now i'll be needing lomocam lessons! hahahahahaha! and thanks for the *cough* luxurious *cough* extravagant *cough* and gorgeous *cough* cake, it really felt like eating paradise. CHEESECAKE FTW. but not cheesecake smearing. D:

to Tilda:
heyy thanks for stopping by. it means a lot to me. i hope you had fun during the BR and thanks for the pizza, and the Topshop giftcard too! :B

to Grace:
girl thanks for crossing the entire island just so we could meet up for a bit. *touched* it's great to see you again, and we so gotta go out with the rest someday. ACJC funorama steady?

to Diane and WL:
thanks for showing up, even though you may have had difficulties. D: thanks for the pretty gray top, it's really cute! although it was kinda a pity that you guys couldn't stay over, but never mind there's always next time! :D

to Fidelis, Leon, Rayfick and Wilson:
thanks for appearing and helping with loads of stuff, like Rayfick's fantastical beehoon and brownies, eaten separately. i'm sorry to have had to trouble your folks to come down specially to bring it. D: really big thank you to Fi for helping a lot, especially with cleanup detail, and without a single complaint about it. :D and of course, thank you four for the big superfurry panda! hahahaha!

to Pox, MTAF and Mel:
thanks for going down, even though it was like 1am in the morning!! \(@_@)/ thanks for bringing the Wii and poker cards and the game stuff, and well.. you know. D: i'm sorry for troubling you guys so much, i gotta learn how to take care of my own .. stuff. D': but, really, thank you. for.. stuff.

in short;
I LOVE YOU ALL. GROUP HUGGGG.


20080210 : 10:39 PM

PHOTOS! PHOTOS TO BRIGHTEN UP YOUR DAY, STARTING WITH LA TRIP TO THE DIANE'S ABODE TO GAMBLE AND FEAST. well, kinda. ._. i think it was more of gambling.



PANDAFACE. i'm contemplating on a name for it. hmm. ok outoftopic, moving on..




le Diane snapping her dog Snoopy.




Clarence says "Love and peace!"




Esmond calling his broker, with Leon and Al at his side. evil advisors, all.




this is Weiliang. he has an uncanny ability of knowing when there is someone about to take his pic and casually looking away. this ability is dysfunctional only with Diane.




this is Sam.
..




AHAHAHAHAHAHA SO CUTE RIGHT RIGHT RIGHT RIGHT. *gushes*




CLOSEUP CUTENESS.

and then it was on to ZE INVASION OF THE RABBID'S BURROW- -
i mean, i went over to KF's place for that Fables partythingwhatchamacallit. :B
if anyone who wasn't there can guess who was dressed as who, free chocolate!




i spy with my little eye, a little loli-dressed Badger. and she's pouting.




*twiddles thumbs* *goldfish face*




a mysterious masked blue person apparates! ..




..and proceeds to raep the panda whose name is yet to be decided.




ZE RABBID MAKES AN APPEARANCE! of course with his trusty Wii motes.




striped dude twirling his hair.




striped dude emo-ing.




*PROING*




and what are YOU looking at?




*makes face*




neon orange janitor alert!




"hey hey look there's something outside the window.." *insert frantic evil badger jabbing*
-blue person steps closer- "where? where?"




"HYAA!" -neon orange janitor attempts to drag her into the light-
"NUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!"




*insert flapping, jabbing, kicking, twisting, pinching, slapping*




some of the wunnerful presents i got. from left: Flight volumes 1-3, Jack of Fables book1-2, A History of Violence. *_*




*shameless camwhoring*

although it was kinda sad that some people couldn't make it, but oh well, we had fun and that's what counts! right? i got strawberry cheesecake smeared all over me, that's a first! though it was kinda shocking.. O_O hahahahaha but oh well, i can get my revenge at other birthdays.. >:D
finally got to try No More Heroes, sadly it wasn't quite what i expected. unrealistic blood spattering everywhere, and everyone gets decapitated, and i hate Travis Touchdown. he's too flashy. lawl. although i wouldn't mind playing if i had nothing better to do.. that is, if i had a Wii. *sigh*
and of course, can't ever miss out Raving Rabbids on the Wii! one of the most retarded and best games to play with chums. :B caught sight of a game called Locoro, it looks cute. aahh my cookie jar for a Wii..
PARTY GAMES FTW. can't ever do without our Win, Lose or Draw!! the topics were kinda WTP but hahahahahaahah all in the name of fun. MEL IS A KISHIFAN. hahahaahha.

ok that's all for now, i'll be back with more photos of my other wunnerful gifts and presents.

to the Poxlings and Poxpeople and THE POX who turned up for this;

i really appreciate you guys turning up to spend time and stuff, even though some of you have really busy schedules and all. thanks to THE POX and MTAF and Mel for organizing games and stuff, i'd have dieded without you guys. thanks to THE POX and MTAF for the bunneh hat and the 18 layers of hell- i mean, wrapping. LAWL. i think there was more than that! and thanks to the Badger and Le Queen who couldn't come D':, for Jack of Fables and the bananana shirt!
thanks to KF for being such a damn good sport about things even when your place really was going into the pits *cough* strawberry cheesecake *cough* and for the book A History of Violence! i can so sense the underlying sniggers from you. T_T hahahahahaha! thanks to Zakary for the Kishidan drawing! hahahahaah!
thanks to YeeSim for coming by, even though you had projects and proposals to submit. i'm happy you came anyways! POXLING NUMBER 01!! D: thanks to Lynette for coming, although you couldn't stay over, but it was FUN watching you and SD. XD thanks to SD and Jurgen for appearing also and livening the atmosphere with all your.. you know. :D and also to SD and the photogs for Flight Volumes 1-3. :D
it really means a lot to me to be able to get to see you guys and stuff, and i hope you guys had fun. :B i know i did. let's go invade- i mean, visit KF and his wunnerful place again. next up, POOL PARTYYYY. on on on on? :D


: 6:41 PM

well that didn't turn out so bad.




ARE YOU KIDDING IT WAS IT WAS IT WAS IT WAS

awesome.



love y'all, poxlings, poxpeople and ze pox.

be posting photos soon, so keep an eye out!


20080209 : 1:57 AM

this has got to be one of the stupidest harebrained ideas i could possibly think of. and i'm not referring to the words below, i'm referring to what's happening tomorrow. ._.

i'm sorry for troubling everyone, relying on everyone else to do the work for me when i should have done something about it myself.
i guess i'll consider all the factors and everything properly next time before getting ahead of myself and planning things which are near-impossible to achieve.
i wanna apologize for every inconvenience caused to anyone.

maan i'm never doing this again. or thinking about this sort of thing again. ever.


20080207 : 2:52 PM

omgawt this is probably like really late but

HAPPY CNY 08 Y'ALL.


20080203 : 2:29 AM

yay new skin for 2008!

featuring the crew of One Piece.. except Nicole Robins. and Chopper. awwww. no space.

this layout is dedicated to two songs;
Eternal Pose by Asian Engineer
and
Kansha by RSP. the PV for this is in the previous post.

the lyrics really hold a lot of meaning, especially to me. :D


20080202 : 2:50 AM



笑ってくれる支えてくれる 励ましてくれる大事な人へ
何気ない日々 この毎日
今こうしてここに生き やらなきゃならないことも
なかなか出来ないことも そりゃたくさんあるけど
いつでも頑張ってこう それも周りの笑顔に励まされたお陰だよ

なんだかんだ言ったってやっぱ ホント感謝それがアンサー
かけがえない友達・家族 ともに心地よく過ごす
今があって皆があって Bad Dayだって笑ってられる
たまらずに涙を 流すほどにありがとう

笑ってくれる支えてくれる励ましてくれる大事な人へ
今送るこの気持ちを 忘れずにいつも

笑ってくれる支えてくれる励ましてくれる大事な人へ
今送るこの気持ちを 忘れずにいつも

I spend all my days here the same way,
chilling out, relaxed and unconcerned.
There are so many things to do,
a lot of them impossible for me.
It’s totally overwhelming,
but I’m always ready to do what I can
because everyone has a smile on their face.
I may not say it very often,
but I really am grateful for my family and friends.
The time we spend together is so special,
I could never replace any of them.
We’ve got this moment, we’ve got each other,
stopping, standing and laughing together.
I’m so thankful, I could cry.

This feeling is so wonderful,
it makes today seem like a wild dream.
I promise you, I’ll never forget it, my precious ones,
who laugh with me, support me,
and keep me going.

This feeling is so wonderful,
it makes today seem like a wild dream.
I promise you, I’ll never forget it, my precious ones,
who laugh with me, support me,
and keep me going.

- Kansha 感謝, RSP


20080201 : 11:38 PM

woke up feeling like there were ten hurricanes happening in my head, but

RETAIL THERAPY MADE IT ALL BETTER.

./gg

thanks for coming out with me today, i really appreciate it. ;D
it always amazes me how the both of us seem to have so little in common, but we still get along great. at least, from my side i think we do. :)
and that really means a lot to meh. *squiggly puddles of dark chocolate and sparklies*


the round one.

Just your average human specimen wanting to be something more. Also has an absurd fondness for potatoes and shoes, among other things.


what i want.
(these are clickable nudge nudge)

bicycle!!!1!
PLAYSTATION3
tv/HD screen for PS3
POP OP figures
sutadora figure
ps1 (not the console)
幸せ / きらめき / 自由
AMAZON WISHLIST



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