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20081031 : 11:07 PM
HARPEE BURFDAE TO LE QUEEN
20081028 : 12:13 AM
that little getaway that seems so impossible now. but we will strive on! D8( human lockers ftw XD
20081026 : 6:20 PM
weird blabber ahead. i don't generally have an opinion of something unless i feel very strongly about it, and the same goes vice versa. which is probably why most of the time i don't have much of an opinion about a lot of things, because i cant empathize, usually because i've either never experienced it, or i simply don't really care. and even if i do have an opinion about something, i don't usually find the need to express it unless neccessary. i get confused when it comes to human relations. why do people act in certain ways even though the consequences would be obvious? i've never really liked that people insist on deciding/acting on something even though they know that the outcome will just turn everything sour. it's to be fair to everyone, they say sometimes. is it? i don't really believe that your life can totally revolve around someone else's. i don't believe that anyone can truly wholeheartedly devote and live their life for someone. i think that in the end, anything you say or do, is a step towards reaching your own goals, your own satisfaction, your own happiness. humans are selfish by nature. growing up is just a term, a phrase. not just to describe physical development, but the maturity of the mind as well. but there are some habits and characteristics we all develop when we're young, that is almost impossible to grow out of. sometimes, those traits show when we're in front of people we're comfortable around, maybe people we've grown up with, maybe people we love. we all want to act a little spoilt sometimes, let loose of the whole adult front and just relax. nothing wrong with that. it's just the other people who've never really seen that side of you before, who will look at you with new impressions forming in their minds. yes, i do care about what other people think, probably a bit too much. some people may say that we shouldn't give a damn about what others think and just do your own thing, but i'm sorry, i usually can't. i've finally realized what they meant, and now it is starting to sicken me, to the point that i can't wait to get out of range. i know it is hurtful to be talking about it like this, but gradually, i think i'm forming my own opinion of this, when i couldn't previously. and it's not good. to have your own opinion is, in a way i sppoz, a kind of proof that you're not a spineless member of the sheep flock. but what if that opinion betrays you to the people you know and trust? when they know how you view them now, will they still stay? i wouldn't know. this sounds like a whole pile of shit. i don't know what was the point of this anymore, i just know that i had to get it out of my system. D8 I don't quite know
how to say how I feel
20081019 : 11:00 PM
random things to D8 about: D8 rentx is more tedious than i thought D8 i have a craving for rosti but it's recession session D8 madness posssessed me to buy a lunchbox D8 a certain module which i'm starting to dread D8 warning warning brain is leaking
20081014 : 8:09 PM
the last day of vacation. sunday. sentosa. shoot. the badger and the cookie. forgive the agonized [and kablam-photoshopped] photos, i'm still trying. ]:  testing..  over the shoulder like some stalker  random flower exhibit A  random stones exhibit B  red birdy red birdy  lonely chair  didn't bother to climb these hahahaha  flopflip.  criccroc.  hersheeeeeeeys. too bad it was halfeaten and not milk choc.  downside up  sunset through the bars of blackness  OU-EN-DAAAAAAAAAAAAN!  railings.  more stairs and rails.  i was so scared that i would lose my camera to the depths of the murky waters when standing on the bridge, the way it shook and threatened to upheave us.  directive: proceed to nearest [and only] MARCHE for devouring of Rosti.  FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD the last day of vacation has come and gone, but that doesn't mean the fun ends
20081009 : 11:50 PM
so it was mel's birthdaythinga over the weekend, so it was. thank you to everyone who made an appearance, and helped to consume the overwhelming pile of food. very big thank you to sam for helping a lot with the food and prep and budget and putting up with my incessant unnecessary annoying paranoia. doubt there'll be any photos to show, because i was too busy digesting food and assimilating with various pieces of furniture, but you can prolly watch out for that stick of awesome shitake mushrooms that i took a gazillion shots of. school is starting already, damn it. time is so weird sometimes, slow-motioning its way at the beginning of vacation and fast-forwarding towards the end. sigh. at least there'll be stuff to look forward to in Nov and Dec, like AFA {{click! and EOY. heard it was gunna be the last EOY, awwwww no chance to make monehz at the booth. just watched Painted Skin, sheesh what's so scary about it. another love story with demons and humans blah blah blah. though i guess there's a sort of aethestic appeal in the compositions of the setting and stuff. whatever i'm talking rot my brain has totally evaporated i need to go sleep now hahahaha kthxbai. inspiration hits! boom.
20081007 : 6:29 PM
charlie has a cu- -raving for orange chiffon refrigerator.
20081004 : 12:00 PM
dear mel, it's the year 2008 already. i can still remember when we first met in 2005, in that supposedly soundproof room in the National Library. actually, i can't remember much of what went on during class then, just that we made a hell lot of noise. the funny thing is, i think i can actually remember seeing you before i entered the Reference section the first lesson we met. i remember you standing outside the restrooms [presumably waiting for Angeline or something], and i'd just come out of the elevator. i just gave you a look, and went into the room where we had class then. and a few minutes later, you walked into that classroom. yeah, see, my brain is stuffed with silly unimportant incidents like that, and why am i digressing? a lot has gone on since then. we got chased out shifted to Tanglin CC, and i know how i'd always looked forward to class each Saturday, partly because you and Angeline were so much fun to be with. you guys were a year younger, but i didn't feel any difference at all. [maybe it's just me that's weird though] we talked about a lot of silly stuff, been through quite a bit -i daresay ups and downs-, and now here we are, all in the same course and school together, something that the me back then would never have imagined. you have also been one of the most awesome persons i've met. you've been there for me through a lot of situations and incidents, both pleasant and not. i don't really know how it started, but we started growing closer, and i've come to regard you as someone i can really trust, not just to keep my secrets, but someone i can go to when i'm feeling happy, sad, upset, hurt, bored, .. you get the picture. someone i can bitch to [LULZ]. someone i can count on to tell me the truth, even if it hurts and i don't want to hear it. someone who's been there for me and saved my arse countless times. someone who's become one of my best friends ever. thank you, for being my friend. i hope you have an awesome birthday. :D love, cheryl [kookie, R&C, poxling numbah 8, LBN1womansentaiteam etc.]
20081003 : 10:40 PM
LE GASP.   THE NEW NINTENDO DSi! here for the official site here for a review
20081001 : 12:59 AM
reduction instead of oxidation. cookies need to stop leaving crumbs. to see, listen and think for yourself. time is running away, so chase after it. for all the people that expect that much. refrigerator. |
the round one.
Just your average human specimen wanting to be something more. Also has an absurd fondness for potatoes and shoes, among other things.
what i want.
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