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20090228 : 12:55 AM
oh my. it's been 10 days since the last post. have been MIA because of the wondrous killer of your social life called Studio Project 4. but it's over now! I'M FREE. FREEEEEEEEEEEE- not. before today, i actually had quite a bit to say about the past 3 weeks. lots of pent up emotions and thoughts that i really needed to let out about various things. D: i never really believed that talking could help solve anything. it felt more like confronting issues would make the situation worse. or maybe it was just the runner in me trying to avoid face offs altogether. so i have never really gotten used to talking directly to people about how i felt towards them or their actions, i guess. today was quite a relief i suppose. i don't think we fared as bad as our worst fears, although we didn't manage to achieve what we had intended and reach the lecturers' expectations. there were many unforeseen problems that we faced for this project, and we struggled, but i'm glad we pulled through this without disintegrating into explosive chaos. after today's little talk, i'll admit, i do feel better in a way. no one feels good when they need to address an issue, but they can't/don't know how to approach it without being tactless about it. the feedback was helpful, i'll definitely try to watch myself and change so that i don't repeat the same mistakes in FYPJ. i do recognize that i have that problem of being reserved and indirect, especially in situations where i should be more forthright and voice out my opinions honestly. i'm pretty relieved i didn't flare up [well i hope i didn't], and although there were times i got pretty annoyed, it wasn't anything too major to complain about. having the opportunity to get everything off our chests was awesome. we should do this- no wait, we shouldn't be doing this anymore if we have a mutual understanding now. hopefully we'll be able to coordinate better for FYPJ. GO TEAM ADZ. haha. :] ..ever got the feeling that just when you think you know someone, you realize that maybe you never really knew them at all?.. you could be sitting side by side, but it feels like the ocean's in between? and you don't know what they're thinking, how they're feeling, .. you don't know anything. |
the round one.
Just your average human specimen wanting to be something more. Also has an absurd fondness for potatoes and shoes, among other things.
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