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20090326 : 7:50 PM
is it normal, that when someone asks for your opinion, your mind can draw a complete blank? if i can't find anything inside, is there something wrong with me? what if within your head, there's nothing of your own? no viewpoints, no feelings, no self? does that mean you're becoming less human with less emotion, or maybe on the contrary you're actually becoming more human with the fact that you have less and less of self? i feel hollow. like i'm missing something. sometimes i wish i was more opinionated. more pragmatical. more self-assertive. more make-up-my-own-damn-mind. most of the time, i don't mean the things i say. i wish i could say what i really meant, but i'm always holding myself back for some reason, i don't know why. guess i'm afraid. cowardy custard. |
the round one.
Just your average human specimen wanting to be something more. Also has an absurd fondness for potatoes and shoes, among other things.
what i want.
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