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20090428 : 11:06 PM
360DEGREE EPIPHANY. just last night, i was hunting for a [Cotton On] shirt, digging through my piles of clothes in vain. so i decided, alright, i'll find something else to wear and started to shove everything back in my wardrobe when i suddenly saw it right in front of me. something in me clicked then, but me being the usual dense and oblivious me, didn't get it right away. went to get Conte, eat fudge cake [because them brownehz were gone D:] and hang out with FFG for a bit, went to sketch [whoa totally different atmosphere now], rode the bus with Ange, sniggered through Cotton On again, and i was on the train with just my thoughts when more clicks.. uh.. clicked. right now, my life is just like me excavating my wardrobe for that shirt. i'm looking all over the place for answers, when sometimes they're just that obvious and staring me in the face. so why search high and low and roundabout when the answers will eventually hit me? basically means two words: MOVE ALONG. [with your life] if i gave a shit about every [stupid damn] thing that other people don't care about, i would be buried in shit. so i'm just going to take someone's suggestion, and turn all that poop into fuel. like sparkles and rainbows also known as unicorn farts. after all, there's no point in stalling and rolling myself into a blubbery mass of comfort food [so yes mom, you can have the pack of Ruffles]. remember way back when i posted something about not wanting to sit around and wait for something to happen? this is what i'm doing now. and that's not good. i'm becoming an oxymoron. i am not going to- I REFUSE to stagnate here. i am sick and tired of being sick and tired [hey i think that's a lyric from a song] and i don't want to feel upset any longer over things that people -i'd hoped would care about- don't really think about. so hey, you can all toss me your bloody attitudes, but i absolutely am not going to let it get me down. i refuse to feel inferior and stupid and clumsy any longer [and yes i feel that most of the time now]. when i think back, and i wonder how the hell did i deteoriate into this- this oversensitive oblivious mess and i draw a blank.. well it's alright. i'm going to work straight back up, and i won't let anyone or anything pull me down like this again. POSITIVE PLZ. and yes, end of rant. i am pretty much sure gaurantee plus chop that i'm not going to harp about this anymore. i think i've said enough. :D on a side note, quote he's the nicest guy you'll ever find /quote AND I'M SURE YOU WILL DEFINITELY BE HAPPY AND I'M HAPPY FOR YOU TOO 8D on another side note, PR3 IS OUT FOR PREORDER ON AMAZON clickclickclickclickclickclickclickclickclick on yet another side note, BROWNEHZ > FUDGECAKE >:D |
the round one.
Just your average human specimen wanting to be something more. Also has an absurd fondness for potatoes and shoes, among other things.
what i want.
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