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20100110 : 12:11 PM
well it's been 10 days since 2010 begun. 2009 has come and gone, leaving at the door a suitcase of memories for me. that suitcase is exceedingly important to me, despite that it could explode in my face and remind me of the good and ugly parts of myself. it's just like a ticking pandora's box.. of sorts. okay i'm kinda rambling now. .____. i've said and done some stupid things, made some stupid decisions.. but my actions were my own, and i don't regret any of it. in fact, the stupider the better, all the more that i can learn from them and never repeat that stupidity again.. although some of the absurdly foolish ones really make me wince. honestly, what was i thinking? if you asked if i could go back in time to change anything, i would. but if i didn't have to go through what i did, then i would never have realized anything, and i wouldn't have grown up just a bit more. so, yes.. there's always something to be learned in everything eh. still, i'm thankful for everything i have right now, from the great friends i have who've always supported me and never hesitated in being [sometimes brutally] honest, to my family who've always been there and never really judged me despite my flaws, to that i'm still alive and here, doing what i love. thankful for the past days of clear blue skies in the mornings, that make me feel like dropping everything and running to the nearest empty space to just sit and stare forever. in the 10 days of the new year so far, i've discovered Big Bang and 2NE1, and in process of working on more [yet to be revealed or completed] personal stuff. guess i'm shaking out of my procrastination daze. fighting! so here's to another awesome year ahead.. two decades coming soon. |
the round one.
Just your average human specimen wanting to be something more. Also has an absurd fondness for potatoes and shoes, among other things.
what i want.
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