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20100915 : 3:18 PM
there are certain people in my circle that, somehow, i can never look in the eye while talking. i don't know what that means, really. am i hiding something from them, am i confused about how to face them, ..? doesn't make any sense, no matter how i try to figure it out. or maybe i do know why, and i'm just running from that reality, because i'm afraid of what will happen. a form of escapism, someone said to me before. to me, most of my reactions are, i suppose, forms of escapism. i like escaping a lot from things i don't want to have to face. but you'll have to confront those things eventually, right? yeah, eventually. this kinda reminds me of Seer, one of the games i was working on in Boston. it explores the themes of the Greek play by Sophocles, Oedipus Rex; the pursuit of knowledge, despite everyone's warnings not to delve further into the matter, which ultimately results in tragedy. which route would have been better, to discover the (more often than not, horrible) truth and be scarred by what you've found and can never forget, or to drop the subject and live in the bliss of ignorance? sometimes, i think not knowing anything is better. or hey, maybe this is all just a weird joke! .. yeah, maybe.. |
the round one.
Just your average human specimen wanting to be something more. Also has an absurd fondness for potatoes and shoes, among other things.
what i want.
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