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20101124 : 1:56 PM
i hate reaching stagnant plateaus in life. no visible progress makes me really frustrated. i feel like i'm waiting for a sign, but i don't know when it'll come, or even if it'll come. i know that i'll have to make a choice soon, but i still have no idea which way to go. or rather, it's not like i don't know which way to go; i'm torn between doing what i would really like to do halfway across the world, versus staying put and slogging it out for a while. and if i decide to go for it, the what next? question draws a blank. frankly, i don't know.. it's always been gut telling me to just go get 'em, doing what feels right to me. but what feels right to me may not seem right to the rest of the world, and i don't want to let people in my life down by the choices i've made. someone told me that it's better to be happy doing the things you love, even if people can't understand that, rather than trying to live up to other people's expectations and suffering in silence and regret. okay not literally those words, but the gist of it i guess.. and that makes sense to me. more than anything, i want to be happy doing the things i like to do. of course, i know that this is just me being mostly idealistic and naive. if we could all go with the flow and do something we like, the world wouldn't be so full of shit right now. reality is a cold bucket of ice in your face, and i recognize that not everything in life will be able to go the way i would like, but i guess it's something to work towards - happiness. |
the round one.
Just your average human specimen wanting to be something more. Also has an absurd fondness for potatoes and shoes, among other things.
what i want.
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