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20110502 : 1:21 AM

"Always sharing with that someone is generosity. Always having that someone on your mind is obsession. Always putting up with that someone is patience. Being able to accept that someone's flaws is adaptation. Dying for someone is rashness.
How then, do you define love?"
something i saw on a friend's blog, which i don't think i can disagree with, but not in the context of family love of course. i am not familiar with the idea of 'love'; to me it is something that has yet to prove its existence.

when we were studying Literature - Shakespeare's Twelfth Night, something stuck about Duke Orsino and his state of not actually being in love, but in love with the idea of being in love, and this can probably be applied to a lot of people nowadays.

how do you know you really like a person for who they are, and not just because you want to be in a state of liking someone, anyone? is it enough to just know what they like, to pursue similar interests, to always try to placate and humor them, all the while hoping that they will turn this way, without ever realizing that you aren't really trying to understand them, the darker parts of their lives, smearing away their flaws in your idealistic visions?

i don't know, you tell me.

note that i'm in a rather erratic state of mind right now probably because my immune system is fighting off what seems to be flu symptoms and this is NOT the best week to fall ill and i'll wake up going WHAT THE SHIT DID I WRITE THIS CRAP but whatever


the round one.

Just your average human specimen wanting to be something more. Also has an absurd fondness for potatoes and shoes, among other things.


what i want.
(these are clickable nudge nudge)

bicycle!!!1!
PLAYSTATION3
tv/HD screen for PS3
POP OP figures
sutadora figure
ps1 (not the console)
幸せ / きらめき / 自由
AMAZON WISHLIST



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