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20110521 : 10:59 PM
i am apparently more affected by this than i thought i was, because a small part of me is still indignantly fuming, and i'm going to vent a little here. there is ditching, and there is last minute ditching. i can still be okay if people can't make it, and they tell me a day or two in advance, particularly if it's something that has been booked and paid for. that gives me time to find replacements or a solution. what i'm not okay with (read: upset/irate), is when people tell me they can't make it 2 hours before the damn event, especially if it's because of something that they should logically have known about in advance. but apparently logic isn't functioning very well in reality, because it happens, and i'm extremely annoyed about it. a part of me is saying i should just let it go, don't let it get to me, but what i don't like is that this isn't probably the first time it has happened, and i feel like it's justified for me to be really ticked off about it. to me, it's like saying, i said okay 2 days ago but actually i'm going to ditch like 2 hours before and it'll be fine and i'm not paying for it anyways and you can always organize something again and maybe i'll go. wow. thanks for taking what i do for granted. you're giving me this really great impression of how unreliable you are, and if you dare ask me the next time i see you which will be like hardly ever anyways why i never ask you to join us, you're asking for it. asshat. |
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