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20110522 : 1:56 PM
i am so tired of being misunderstood all the time. every little thing i do or say that doesn't really mean anything, not to me anyways, triggers off some antagonistic reaction that leaves me wondering, what should i NOT do to stop agitating you? it's not that you don't care - you hear me, but you've never really listened to what i actually mean. you take what i say at face value and decide from there if it was offensive and just jump the gun. you never stopped to consider, why do i say or do things the way i do? i'm going to break if i continue biting my tongue. i don't retaliate, because even if i did, you would just get even more upset and angry that i'm talking back, which is why i never do. i let you say whatever you want, because even if i did try to explain myself, it wouldn't even get through to you. there's too much heartache and heartbreak for me here right now, and i can't deal with it. the tears can't stop flowing, and the void inside isn't going to be filled. |
the round one.
Just your average human specimen wanting to be something more. Also has an absurd fondness for potatoes and shoes, among other things.
what i want.
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