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20110525 : 4:59 PM
you know how a deer feels when it's caught in the headlights, staring frozen at the car roaring towards it at 120kmph, ready to run it over and splatter its innards all over the road? no? well, i do. i've had that feeling several times in my life. almost every time, was during an interview for something or other. and today happened to be one of them, and quite possibly one of the most important ones i've ever had. everything, anything i'd vaguely rehearsed in my head vanished, poofed into mental Koko Krunch when i walked into the interview room and basically got steamrolled. i was stuttering, stumbling, and talking at the speed of machine gunfire at the same time. how that is even possible, i don't even know. of course, everything and anything that was coherent and intellectual-sounding only came swaggering back into my mind after gallivanting away on unicorns during the most crucial time. by then, i was halfway home and mentally beating myself senseless. i suspect the people around me were edging as far as away as they could from this crazy girl with a murderous look. then again, i'm probably being melodramatic, and it most likely wasn't half as bad as i made it out to be. but it felt that way to me. i'm kind of excessive in the sense that if i get upset, it's not mildly, it's extremely. oh well. excuse me while i go scream into a nearby pillow now. |
the round one.
Just your average human specimen wanting to be something more. Also has an absurd fondness for potatoes and shoes, among other things.
what i want.
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