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20110712 : 10:37 PM

what i thought would be a good week, only lasted for the whole of Monday.

today, yeah we had the loveliest weather, and then, jibaboom. one piece of news after the other comes crashing on me, dissipating any happy bubbles. thanks, life. thanks a lot.

just the thought of not being able to go, being left behind gives me a lump in my throat. i have never wanted anything so badly, even if it meant sacrificing a lot of things. i have turned down job interviews, cancelled a class (my kids! sob), and was so ready to just get out of this pool of stagnation that i have been wallowing in for a while. for this one chance.

but now..

it looks like things can't change no matter how hard i try.


the round one.

Just your average human specimen wanting to be something more. Also has an absurd fondness for potatoes and shoes, among other things.


what i want.
(these are clickable nudge nudge)

bicycle!!!1!
PLAYSTATION3
tv/HD screen for PS3
POP OP figures
sutadora figure
ps1 (not the console)
幸せ / きらめき / 自由
AMAZON WISHLIST



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