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overwhelmingly disappointed
with myself, for not producing results. there were expectations, and i can't forgive myself for not meeting them. there is a sense of crushing failure inside, and i'm trying my best not to lose myself in it, like i did the last time.

overwhelmingly thankful
for my parents and friends, who remain supportive.. i don't know what i'd have done without you guys and Old Airport Rd FC beancurd. [it is so good to the point that no one took pictures because we all just wanted to eat.]

and despite all the reassurances i receive and am grateful for, a big part of me is still very upset with myself for letting everyone down.

i cannot fail again.


the round one.

Just your average human specimen wanting to be something more. Also has an absurd fondness for potatoes and shoes, among other things.


what i want.
(these are clickable nudge nudge)

bicycle!!!1!
PLAYSTATION3
tv/HD screen for PS3
POP OP figures
sutadora figure
ps1 (not the console)
幸せ / きらめき / 自由
AMAZON WISHLIST



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