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20111119 : 8:24 AM
so close to cussing right now. i don't even know if i'm angry at her, or just upset that i have to take the rap for something that i didn't do. most people would be like, "why are you so stupid?" well in the first place, we all thought it would help some. turns out it didn't, and i got the worst of it. lucky me. i'm just furious that i had to cover for someone, and in the end they walk away unscathed while i have to take the (long-term) punishment.. even if it was a friend, there's only so far you can go for them, isn't there? i might be less mad about it all if she said or tried to do something to help clean this shit up but nope. nothing. not even an apology for the deprivation i'll be receiving. the only person who tried to improve the situation was Mel, going through this crap together even though she doesn't have to. thank you, Mel. it might seem like i'm dramatizing, but no i don't think i am. i am seriously very annoyed about this, and this irritation isn't dissipating anytime soon. the feeling that things are going smoothly, then boom you trip over a rock and you can't get up for a year. but whatever, i'll just believe that things will turn around. they always do, somehow. |
the round one.
Just your average human specimen wanting to be something more. Also has an absurd fondness for potatoes and shoes, among other things.
what i want.
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